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Hey guys! I haven't been around much lately because my life has been such a whirlwind lately. Life is still good and I'm still finding beauty and goodness that makes me thank God every single day that I'm alive. I hope you are all doing well too!!!

icelle, It's meant to be....sometimes it just takes some of us much longer to find it. Letting go is the hardest thing to do, I know. :hug:

I just wanted to share something....something positive for once. For a long time I felt abandoned by God in some degree or another and it made me feel very hurt, angry and alone. Just recently I finally let go and came to the realization that whatever my fate is God will take care of me...

there's one in every crowd huh? Your little picture in your sig is an apt name.

Nate...I know how hard it is to lose a friend. I am very sorry :hug:

well I'm far from beautiful physically. I try to be a good person, sometimes I fail miserably. Maybe that's why life has been less than beautiful for me. However, life keeps going, even when it's hard and things are so difficult you have to remind yourself to keep breathing. Life goes on...

Thanks everybody. You are all completely right. I dunno why Im having such a hard time letting go. It doesn't make a lot of sense to me because Ive always been the kind of person that easily said "well the hell with them" if somebody didn't want to be friends with me. Sula....I know you...

I agree thurco. I know serveral people where I work that will have to take massive cuts in their pay when they get a job in my department or the other department that is still open ( at least for now) and they won't get any severence packages to help them along. It's all every sad.

Angie....I've been trying to pick myself up since May 3, 2002. I dunno, maybe I'm weird but I can't seem to heal knowing the person I thought the most of hates me. Believe me, I have tried to find the rhinoskin but I can't seem to do it. If I could stop caring I could move on...but I'm odd...

from everything

each day I have to look around at the sea of sad faces where I work. My boss has said that we can take 3 people into our department starting monday and hopefully more as time goes on. But somehow 3 doesnt seem like a whole lot when 50 people are looking at you with "please put a good word in...

a few months ago 30 people were laid off where I work because their department was moved to Kentucky. Today it was announced that another entire department is being shut down in our office. 50 more people without jobs. It makes me so sad to see so many people afraid and worried. It also...

Electrical Storm has been my life for the last 16 months. "you're in my mind all of the time, but I know that's not enough" Walk On is always there too...."And I know it aches how your heart it breaks, you can only take so much" Gone is another "You're holding on to every little thing so...

hahaha thanks bluephisto! wow that was the first good chuckle I've had in days :hug:

thanks Lemonchick :) I forgot about this poem...I've been feeling the need to scream again.