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Hey guys! I haven't been around much lately because my life has been such a whirlwind lately. Life is still good and I'm still finding beauty and goodness that makes me thank God every single day that I'm alive. I hope you are all doing well too!!!

icelle, It's meant to be....sometimes it just takes some of us much longer to find it. Letting go is the hardest thing to do, I know. :hug:

I just wanted to share something....something positive for once. For a long time I felt abandoned by God in some degree or another and it made me feel very hurt, angry and alone. Just recently I finally let go and came to the realization that whatever my fate is God will take care of me...

there's one in every crowd huh? Your little picture in your sig is an apt name.

Nate...I know how hard it is to lose a friend. I am very sorry :hug:

well I'm far from beautiful physically. I try to be a good person, sometimes I fail miserably. Maybe that's why life has been less than beautiful for me. However, life keeps going, even when it's hard and things are so difficult you have to remind yourself to keep breathing. Life goes on...

Thanks everybody. You are all completely right. I dunno why Im having such a hard time letting go. It doesn't make a lot of sense to me because Ive always been the kind of person that easily said "well the hell with them" if somebody didn't want to be friends with me. Sula....I know you...

I agree thurco. I know serveral people where I work that will have to take massive cuts in their pay when they get a job in my department or the other department that is still open ( at least for now) and they won't get any severence packages to help them along. It's all every sad.

Angie....I've been trying to pick myself up since May 3, 2002. I dunno, maybe I'm weird but I can't seem to heal knowing the person I thought the most of hates me. Believe me, I have tried to find the rhinoskin but I can't seem to do it. If I could stop caring I could move on...but I'm odd...

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each day I have to look around at the sea of sad faces where I work. My boss has said that we can take 3 people into our department starting monday and hopefully more as time goes on. But somehow 3 doesnt seem like a whole lot when 50 people are looking at you with "please put a good word in...

a few months ago 30 people were laid off where I work because their department was moved to Kentucky. Today it was announced that another entire department is being shut down in our office. 50 more people without jobs. It makes me so sad to see so many people afraid and worried. It also...

Electrical Storm has been my life for the last 16 months. "you're in my mind all of the time, but I know that's not enough" Walk On is always there too...."And I know it aches how your heart it breaks, you can only take so much" Gone is another "You're holding on to every little thing so...

hahaha thanks bluephisto! wow that was the first good chuckle I've had in days :hug:

thanks Lemonchick :) I forgot about this poem...I've been feeling the need to scream again.

well said forbonou2!! heh I'm still trying, each and every day.

me too. I sent everything off to yahoo and I'm waiting to see what happens. I'm afraid that if yahoo just terminates the accounts the person will only make another. I suggest everybody steer clear of me. For the last 2 years I've been a bad luck magnet :(

I reported it to yahoo. The emails dont have out and out threats but the undertones are there. It's all just very creepy.

well there was a guy at work that was bugging me yes....then I got this email from somebody saying they were my ex and that he wanted to be friends...found out it was fake and the person wrote me a VERY nasty email. I thought it was over...now I believe the same person emailed me pretending to...

I doubt there is anything they can do either. I suppose this is sort of like karma bititing me in the arse for harassing my ex so much. If it wasn't so freaking scary I would take a great lesson from it.

thanks guys. The problem is that I'm not 100% sure it is the person I think it is. I contacted yahoo.com ( where the email addresses come from) and told them about the problem. I sure hope they can do something because it's really bugging me. If the person I think is doing it really is I'm...

yep...I have a stalker....blargh. They even made up a fake email addy and pretended to be my ex, saying that he wanted to be friends again. I was crushed when I found out it was fake. They just emailed me again the other day, pretending to be somebody who saw me at the bar this weekend, I...

I'm in Northern Maine....if I had the money I know it would take to move to Boston I'd do it in a heartbeat....I need a new life. I'm 2 years older than your upper limit though ;)

I only ever wanted to keep pics of one of my ex boyfriends...sadly they were all on my computer and I didn't make the back-up disk correctly when I re-installed windows and lost them all. He refused to even send me one pic so I could remember him. It still hurts that I don't have anything at...

thanks guys.... it didn't go so well. I spent the night missing my ex...as usual. Falling in love is easy, getting over lost love is impossible...oh well.