popkidu2
War Child
Um, if you understand the neurotic disorder, this might make a little more sense. maybe it makes sense anyway.
Neurotic Love?
Do I need you
because I love you?
or do I love you
because I need you?
like Janus
with two faces
I and he
he is part of me
but he is not me
and I am not him
but I am him
he is me
when I
am not me
he and I
we are me
and I am I
I am not him
and never will be
there is just me
and this love I have
I will give to you
but I must first
give it to me
self awareness can be a painful thing sometimes...
this came out of thinking about myself and my neurotic tendancies. the struggle of the neurotic is the battle between the Real Self and the Ideal Self. neurotics run from anxiety by creating an Ideal Self, thus losing themselves in the process. they hate who they are so they try to be someone else.
you can't love another until you love youself...
[This message has been edited by popkidu2 (edited 12-17-2001).]
Neurotic Love?
Do I need you
because I love you?
or do I love you
because I need you?
like Janus
with two faces
I and he
he is part of me
but he is not me
and I am not him
but I am him
he is me
when I
am not me
he and I
we are me
and I am I
I am not him
and never will be
there is just me
and this love I have
I will give to you
but I must first
give it to me
self awareness can be a painful thing sometimes...
this came out of thinking about myself and my neurotic tendancies. the struggle of the neurotic is the battle between the Real Self and the Ideal Self. neurotics run from anxiety by creating an Ideal Self, thus losing themselves in the process. they hate who they are so they try to be someone else.
you can't love another until you love youself...
[This message has been edited by popkidu2 (edited 12-17-2001).]