while i wait for my blanket to dry so i can go to bed (three loads of laundry in one night, yaaay), i'll take a moment to vent about the concert i went to last night since there's talk of axver's upcoming oils show, and since i've never seen them i have nothing to contribute.
i went to a show that was...edm, maybe more specifically downtempo although it was still pretty danceable. cool aussie dude i saw two years ago. anyway, the music was awesome but the vibe sucked ass. loads of people only there to get drunk (i've been to shows where i get people slamming into me, but never an edm show) and act like assholes. why. you're downtown, there's loads of bars, just go to one of those instead.
i was trying to soak up the stuff i was enjoying to get good vibes going and ended up getting to go up right at the front (not a huge feat, it was a small bar) and of course these drunk girls had to be in the front yet again (these same ones kept pushing their way up front all night and taking up way too much room to dance, not caring that they're bumping into people) so i got pushed back against a barrier and was feeling kinda claustrophobic.
i went to the other side of the stage, long story short same shit, different people. some asshole just straight up dropped his drink, spilled it on me and his girlfriend. didn't apologise to me or his girlfriend. just went and got himself a new drink. i mean luckily it only got on my leggings (i think...i should probably smell my non-washable stuff at some point, i had an elaborate outfit on) but i started to lose it which i hate. i really hate crying in public but i couldn't help myself, i was next to a bench so i went and sat down and just tried to calm myself down. luckily my boyfriend came over to check up on me and cheered me up, but ugh i was upset. too upset to realise that while i was trying to stop sobbing and venting about that dude, he'd sat right next to me...why. it was so loud in there i know he couldn't hear me and i really didn't care if he did, i was so upset i would've told him to his face he was being a fucking prick.
i never really got my good vibes back which sucked, but i can at least appreciate the music. i just feel like the whole night had a dark cloud over it. honestly i had more fun seeing lcd soundsystem on halloween, and it was fucking cold with intermittent pouring rain the whole night. and i was outside with no shelter, other than my hoodie.