VicksSs
Refugee
- Joined
- Apr 7, 2005
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Hey people. I'm writing because I honestly don't know what to do, and you are so nice with people here that I thought I'd at least get it off my chest. Well, here's the deal
This may sond very stupid, but I really don't know if I should change of school. I mean, every morning when I wake up I get up happy in general, but then I remember I had to do this or that at school and I really feel awful. i go to school listening to U2 every day, and when I finally arrive, my mood suddenly changes... to the worse.
I was never a lazy person, but this year
(school's about to end here) I've been feeling reclutant to work, not because tasks are boring or anything, but because I dislike teachers (believe it or not, it affects me a lot) or because I'm not feeling comfortable with most of my schoolmates.
That been said, I've got 3 people, which you would call my best friends, but I really don't feel them like that. One of them is always dependant on the other, who listens to what you would call cool music here, and who knows lots of people. Otherwise, she is dependant on the third one, who is supposedly her best best friend, but this third girl feels distant from her lately. The point is, she isn't too keen on me although at first sight you'd say she is, and I'm really keen on her.
Then the other friend who listens to cool music knows so many people she doesn't care about anyone individually, she just argues with one and goes with another, and on and on, and I feel she does that with me and it sucks. I need her, she doesn't need me.
Then this third girl I was talking about earlier, she is so cold... She doesn't do well at a test, for instance, and she'd just get angry with everyone, I mean, what the heck for, it is not other people's fault... and she isn't so keen on me either as I am on her, again. I feel she is envious and that is so sad... I've talked to her about getting angry and not wanting to talk about it, for example, but she'd just shut off the next time this happens.
This is turning into such a long post, the point is I dunno if this is me going through a bad stage (I don't think it is as this has been happening for the whole year now) or if I really don't have friends who love me and a nice atmosphere to go to study to every day.
And next year will be my last year, so I wouldn't like to spoil it taking the wrong decision... I've been in this school since I am 8, now I am 16... Help please!!!
NOTE: I do no other activity than school and don't have any other friends than those, except U2 fans I chat with
This may sond very stupid, but I really don't know if I should change of school. I mean, every morning when I wake up I get up happy in general, but then I remember I had to do this or that at school and I really feel awful. i go to school listening to U2 every day, and when I finally arrive, my mood suddenly changes... to the worse.
I was never a lazy person, but this year
(school's about to end here) I've been feeling reclutant to work, not because tasks are boring or anything, but because I dislike teachers (believe it or not, it affects me a lot) or because I'm not feeling comfortable with most of my schoolmates.
That been said, I've got 3 people, which you would call my best friends, but I really don't feel them like that. One of them is always dependant on the other, who listens to what you would call cool music here, and who knows lots of people. Otherwise, she is dependant on the third one, who is supposedly her best best friend, but this third girl feels distant from her lately. The point is, she isn't too keen on me although at first sight you'd say she is, and I'm really keen on her.
Then the other friend who listens to cool music knows so many people she doesn't care about anyone individually, she just argues with one and goes with another, and on and on, and I feel she does that with me and it sucks. I need her, she doesn't need me.
Then this third girl I was talking about earlier, she is so cold... She doesn't do well at a test, for instance, and she'd just get angry with everyone, I mean, what the heck for, it is not other people's fault... and she isn't so keen on me either as I am on her, again. I feel she is envious and that is so sad... I've talked to her about getting angry and not wanting to talk about it, for example, but she'd just shut off the next time this happens.
This is turning into such a long post, the point is I dunno if this is me going through a bad stage (I don't think it is as this has been happening for the whole year now) or if I really don't have friends who love me and a nice atmosphere to go to study to every day.
And next year will be my last year, so I wouldn't like to spoil it taking the wrong decision... I've been in this school since I am 8, now I am 16... Help please!!!
NOTE: I do no other activity than school and don't have any other friends than those, except U2 fans I chat with