In no particular order:
1) Death - especially if it should be following some untreatable disease, with lots of suffering. I dunno - i just can't imagine not being alive one day.
2) Death in a family - my parents are both 61 now, and everything ok healthy (ok, Dad has some back problems and Mum has some BP stuff, nothing major), but - they're not gonna be around forever. Ugh...i can't imagine not having them around.
Who's to say something bad can't happen to my brothers? I have no idea how i would deal with that.
3) The end of the world - some asteroid hitting earth, or some new virus wiping out everyone...
4) Nuclear war - *sigh* i know this is probably not going to happen in my lifetime, but i get the creeps anytime i see a "mushroom" clowd on TV or the newspaper. Wish nuclear weapons would be destroyed forever.
5) Not to be able to look back on my life one day, when i'm gray and old, and say "i lived a good life." (like Kite puts it "i'm not afraid to live, and when i'm flat on my back i hope to feel like i did")
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- be uncool, yes be awkward
1) Death - especially if it should be following some untreatable disease, with lots of suffering. I dunno - i just can't imagine not being alive one day.
2) Death in a family - my parents are both 61 now, and everything ok healthy (ok, Dad has some back problems and Mum has some BP stuff, nothing major), but - they're not gonna be around forever. Ugh...i can't imagine not having them around.
Who's to say something bad can't happen to my brothers? I have no idea how i would deal with that.
3) The end of the world - some asteroid hitting earth, or some new virus wiping out everyone...
4) Nuclear war - *sigh* i know this is probably not going to happen in my lifetime, but i get the creeps anytime i see a "mushroom" clowd on TV or the newspaper. Wish nuclear weapons would be destroyed forever.
5) Not to be able to look back on my life one day, when i'm gray and old, and say "i lived a good life." (like Kite puts it "i'm not afraid to live, and when i'm flat on my back i hope to feel like i did")
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- be uncool, yes be awkward