BluRmGrl
Rock n' Roll Doggie ALL ACCESS
All these years as a fan - and a fairly rabid one, at that - all these 20 years and just now in the wee hours of this morning did it finally happen. I dreamed about 
Now, it wasn't racy by any stretch of the imagination - I woke up before THAT could happen
, but it has made me think.
What amazed me about this particular dream is how REAL the emotions were....I guess it was the realness that's shaken me a little. Here's the general storyline:
I'm in a lovely kitchen of a cottage that apparently belongs to the Hewson's; Ali's on the phone & I'm occupying myself so as not to eavesdrop until she's finished with the call. In walks the Human Tornado that is Bono - pecks Ali on the cheek, and makes his way over to me by the counter for a hug and peck on the cheek (just like you'd greet any friend).
So, while Ali's still on the phone, Bono & I start chatting, flirting with each other back & forth like opposite sex buddies do sometimes. (I don't remember exactly what we were saying, just thinking that I could listen to his voice forever, LOL!)
Then he seems to get serious, drops his voice a bit and says, "So what are we doing here?" I'm thinking at this point: He's not joking - HE'S SERIOUS. I can't encourage this - we're both very happily married! I reply incredulously, "What ARE we doing?!"
Next thing I know, I'm staying with a family of friends (were I've been for several days) untill I can pull myself together. See, I've been a blubbering mess for several days by this time. (This is part of the dream that was soo real. How desparate I felt at screwing up this opportunity & losing such a valued relationship. Apparently, in the dream, I'd managed to have a falling out w/Bono over his advances!)
OK, cut to a few days later, when i't's decided I should spend the remainder of my time (whatever country we were in!) with a single friend closer to my age who has an extra room. I mope about her house like a zombie for a while, not wanting to go out or meet other people or do anything, until she has a gathering one evening. Another American stops by before going to the store to find out if I need anything. I'm feeling better, so I tell him when he gets back, we can compare notes from an American Point of view.
Cut to later in the evening - it's dark out by now - & a friend of my roommate tells me, "You have a visitor outside".
I'm confused because I don't KNOW anyone else here & irritated because I don't WANT to meet anybody or straighten out what must be a mistake. So I head outside (with no shoes, cuz this is only gonna' take a second, LOL!) and see a white Suburban-type vehicle parked in the street. As I approach the vehicle, there's no one in the passenger side (now that I think of it, it was an American car - driver on the left. Funny.) Anyway, I can only see the driver in shadow & they're on a cell phone. I stand there for a second, irritated, until I recognize the voice - it's HIM! It's Bono & he's gone to the trouble of finding where I was staying & coming to see me!!!!
(At this point I remember feeling sooo estatic, and nervous, and scared - just completely wired.)
After a minute or so, he either tells me to get in or motions for me to get the vehicle - which I do. I notice as I get in there's a blanket folded in the backseat...but he's on the phone, so I can't ask what is going on. He takes off driving, still having his conversation, (and this is the part that still has me thinking), I remember thinking: Oh my God!! He came for me... he made the effort to find me & came to get me!!! If he intends for us to take that blanket out onto the beach in the middle of the night -- that's fine by me! Married or not, I can't let this get away from me again... I'll do whatever he wants, I just can't stand to be shunned from him again!!) Unfortunately, that's when I woke up.
What concerns me though is that I AM happily married (almost 13 yrs) and I would never/have never considered cheating - even if I knew I could get away with it. I've never been attracted to anyone else like I am to Kelly. Does it say something that (even if it WAS only in a dream) I even consider throwing that all out the window?
What a way to start the week! I wonder if the rest of it will be this bizarre???
Now, it wasn't racy by any stretch of the imagination - I woke up before THAT could happen
, but it has made me think.What amazed me about this particular dream is how REAL the emotions were....I guess it was the realness that's shaken me a little. Here's the general storyline:
I'm in a lovely kitchen of a cottage that apparently belongs to the Hewson's; Ali's on the phone & I'm occupying myself so as not to eavesdrop until she's finished with the call. In walks the Human Tornado that is Bono - pecks Ali on the cheek, and makes his way over to me by the counter for a hug and peck on the cheek (just like you'd greet any friend).
So, while Ali's still on the phone, Bono & I start chatting, flirting with each other back & forth like opposite sex buddies do sometimes. (I don't remember exactly what we were saying, just thinking that I could listen to his voice forever, LOL!)
Then he seems to get serious, drops his voice a bit and says, "So what are we doing here?" I'm thinking at this point: He's not joking - HE'S SERIOUS. I can't encourage this - we're both very happily married! I reply incredulously, "What ARE we doing?!"
Next thing I know, I'm staying with a family of friends (were I've been for several days) untill I can pull myself together. See, I've been a blubbering mess for several days by this time. (This is part of the dream that was soo real. How desparate I felt at screwing up this opportunity & losing such a valued relationship. Apparently, in the dream, I'd managed to have a falling out w/Bono over his advances!)
OK, cut to a few days later, when i't's decided I should spend the remainder of my time (whatever country we were in!) with a single friend closer to my age who has an extra room. I mope about her house like a zombie for a while, not wanting to go out or meet other people or do anything, until she has a gathering one evening. Another American stops by before going to the store to find out if I need anything. I'm feeling better, so I tell him when he gets back, we can compare notes from an American Point of view.
Cut to later in the evening - it's dark out by now - & a friend of my roommate tells me, "You have a visitor outside".
I'm confused because I don't KNOW anyone else here & irritated because I don't WANT to meet anybody or straighten out what must be a mistake. So I head outside (with no shoes, cuz this is only gonna' take a second, LOL!) and see a white Suburban-type vehicle parked in the street. As I approach the vehicle, there's no one in the passenger side (now that I think of it, it was an American car - driver on the left. Funny.) Anyway, I can only see the driver in shadow & they're on a cell phone. I stand there for a second, irritated, until I recognize the voice - it's HIM! It's Bono & he's gone to the trouble of finding where I was staying & coming to see me!!!!
(At this point I remember feeling sooo estatic, and nervous, and scared - just completely wired.)
After a minute or so, he either tells me to get in or motions for me to get the vehicle - which I do. I notice as I get in there's a blanket folded in the backseat...but he's on the phone, so I can't ask what is going on. He takes off driving, still having his conversation, (and this is the part that still has me thinking), I remember thinking: Oh my God!! He came for me... he made the effort to find me & came to get me!!! If he intends for us to take that blanket out onto the beach in the middle of the night -- that's fine by me! Married or not, I can't let this get away from me again... I'll do whatever he wants, I just can't stand to be shunned from him again!!) Unfortunately, that's when I woke up.
What concerns me though is that I AM happily married (almost 13 yrs) and I would never/have never considered cheating - even if I knew I could get away with it. I've never been attracted to anyone else like I am to Kelly. Does it say something that (even if it WAS only in a dream) I even consider throwing that all out the window?
What a way to start the week! I wonder if the rest of it will be this bizarre???
. I told my best friend today that when it comes to sex, I love it but I'm certain I'm a bit... um, repressed, to say the least 
. Comes from a somewhat twisted idea of what my body image must be to others.
Oh well the mind is a funny thing. The first two happened in October one a week before his Portland speech then another a few days before the whole apple event. The first involved playful flirting and his devilish grin. The second involved more flirting but this time I got his number 
The third I had last night. What I thought was odd about it is the fact that none of us were are present age. The guys were in their early twenties at least and I was a preteen at best. I was seated in the first row of a small smokey amphitheater with a fairly small crowd. They band played a song I can't tell you what it was....i just know they did....then all of a sudden it cuts to Bono sitting beside me talking with me. And I'm thinking wow he's so cool and feeling this sisterly/brotherly sort of love vibe....it was strange. Then I woke up I do every time 
I guess I get to excited even when I meet him in my dreams!
)
Are you and me really the worst? Wait, I don't know if I wanna know the answer....
