well, we used to call each other, you know. we were good friends for a bit also when we had left. its... that it all seems to slip away. ok, haven?t seen her for a year, ... i guess the basic thing i feel is how weird it is to know you don?t really know someone no more, someone you?ve been knowing so in and out. and how... people change and things change and that you never know if you will be close to that very person in some years. i thought we would always be, close to some extent, like, you know... maybe not meeting, but... not so. cool about it.