I know exactly how you feel. I've felt it some for awhile too. There were weeks I didn't even come here. It's like he was losing his "MAGIC" or something, like there was a spell on him that drew me to him and it was disappearing. I have loved Bono since I was a kid in 1987. I was and still am totally in love with JT Bono and always will be. I fell out of love with him when he was Pop Bono, I thought he looked ugly without his hair and he was acting snotty to me, and he was not like the same guy.(I know you don't like Pop Bono either so you must know how I feel too and will not flame me!)I know other people who felt this way too, and we used to really lament over our lost Bono. I started loving him with ATYCLB and Elevation, he was so pretty and so sweet and I was drawn to him like a magnet! But now I feel the "MAGIC" slipping away and the magnet losing its grip.
I am with you all the way on this. Everything you said, I have felt too, and I have tried not to let myself lose my grip on him. I came back here and started posting, but sometimes I feel like I only love JT Bono, and it's like he's dead and a different person, and sometimes I hate Bono for that, feeling like he has to change all the time just to say he didn't repeat himself. Dammit Bono, repeat yourself! You've been great and there's nothing wrong with being yourself for God's sake, don't ruin yourself just to prove you aren't you. You ARE you and you are great the way you are so don't be a jerk! Okay, UV2001, what are we gonna do? Another break? See what happens? I'll hold my breath he will always be there, beautiful and sweet, not arrogant, and that we will get our feelings back for him, because BONOLOVE is a warm and wonderful feeling. I'm trying and pulling for you, and me too! Please post again sometime and tell about your feelings. See ya later.
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~Burned by the fire of love~