christiana
New Yorker
but I shouldn't be sad.
I have a very warm family. My parents are great. I barely have any arguement with them. I have some very good friends and a lot of 'casual' friends. My teachers trust me and like me because I've done very good in school. I'm the monitress in the class. My family is not very rich, but is already better than a lot of my mates.
But in today's afternoon, while I was walking to the bus station after school, I felt sad suddenly. When I got back to home, I locked myself in the room and cried. I wanted to cry and yet I don't know why!!!
As some of you may know, I'm going to have a certificate exam next April. This will have a big effect on my future. Although I know I won't be any bad in this exam, I got a lot of pressure from my classmates and teachers. They expect me to be good, very good. But I know I'm not that good. I'm not that kind of hard working student. There are many student in my class is working much harder then I am and I feel bad about that. It feels like stealing success from others.
Thing that makes me feel even worse are my parents. They care so much about me. They know I'm in so much pressure so they keep telling me just to do my best, don't give yourself any pressure... I don't deserve all these.
Okay, I feel better now...