shart1780
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Yesterday my girlfriend of three years broke up with me. I had been going out with her since I was 16. I'm completely devastated and really have no idea how to cope with it. I was closer to her than anyone in my life and we had so many great memories. We were there for eacother for EVERYTHING. Her and I had been through so much together (some of you may remember my previous post about her and I). She was basically everything I was looking forward to in the future. I'm was going to college to get a degree just so in the future I could support her. I know I should keep going... but I'm thinking of just dropping out this quarter... I don't know if I can concentrate right now.
We've had a long distance relationship since we've been going out. We've always lived a couple hours apart. We still always managed to see eachother reglarly though. Recently she went to college, which is a few hours away from me, and things started changing. She lost time for me and told me she fell out of love with me over the past couple of weeks. She used to be extremely needy. Before we started going out I became great gfriends with her and we talked about everything. I introduced her to christianity and over the past couple of years her life completely transformed. Eveything had been going perfectly until her move to college. I really don't understand why or know what to think. It's confusing to me.
Over the past couple days I've been finding it extremely hard to cope. I can barely do anything or talk to anyone without breaking down. I know all of this sounds cliche'd, maybe it is, but that's fine. I never imagined this could be so painful and I really have no idea where my life will be going from here. I actually wanted to marry her someday. Thinking of her with another guy is just unbearable to me, but that and our memories are really all I can think about. I know this sounds selfish of me, and that I should want her to just be happy.
I know you've probably heard this story a million times, but I just needed to get it out. I don't really have anyone close to talk to about it, my girlfriend was the only person I ever really trusted.
Please pray for me. I'm gonna need it.
We've had a long distance relationship since we've been going out. We've always lived a couple hours apart. We still always managed to see eachother reglarly though. Recently she went to college, which is a few hours away from me, and things started changing. She lost time for me and told me she fell out of love with me over the past couple of weeks. She used to be extremely needy. Before we started going out I became great gfriends with her and we talked about everything. I introduced her to christianity and over the past couple of years her life completely transformed. Eveything had been going perfectly until her move to college. I really don't understand why or know what to think. It's confusing to me.
Over the past couple days I've been finding it extremely hard to cope. I can barely do anything or talk to anyone without breaking down. I know all of this sounds cliche'd, maybe it is, but that's fine. I never imagined this could be so painful and I really have no idea where my life will be going from here. I actually wanted to marry her someday. Thinking of her with another guy is just unbearable to me, but that and our memories are really all I can think about. I know this sounds selfish of me, and that I should want her to just be happy.
I know you've probably heard this story a million times, but I just needed to get it out. I don't really have anyone close to talk to about it, my girlfriend was the only person I ever really trusted.
Please pray for me. I'm gonna need it.
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