Sweet Tart
Refugee
i have a we bit of a problem and everyone i ask for advice seems to say something totally different. i am sooooo confused.
i was in toronto recently to see friends and coldplay and i absolutely loved it there. everytime i go there i wanna stay but everytime i come home and i miss it. my friend is so bugging me to move up with her and i really want to but there is one slight hitch in my plan.....my bf of 4 1/2 years.....he hates toronto and says he'll never move there....EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!
i live in booneyville aka halifax and i want out. it's a nice city of about 200 000 people but it's so isolated from everything. i have lived here for almost 6 years and i want to move somewhere else...somewhere bigger....while i'm still young. but if i go i have to leave him behind.
he says that if i really wanna go than i should and he'll be here when i get back. more problems: 1. what if i go and dont' wanna come back and 2. i know he's only saying that cause he doesn't think i will go through with it.
F#%@ing HELL! why can't life and decisons be easy? i want it all...my bf and toronto....but it seems that i'm going to have to choose one or the other. i can't and i dont' want to. if i choose my bf then i'll be stuck living in a place where i don't wanna be for the rest of my life and/or relationship, and if i choose to move then i don't know what is going to happen to our relationship. i realize that people have long distance relationships all the time but i don't know if i want that either.
i was in toronto recently to see friends and coldplay and i absolutely loved it there. everytime i go there i wanna stay but everytime i come home and i miss it. my friend is so bugging me to move up with her and i really want to but there is one slight hitch in my plan.....my bf of 4 1/2 years.....he hates toronto and says he'll never move there....EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!
i live in booneyville aka halifax and i want out. it's a nice city of about 200 000 people but it's so isolated from everything. i have lived here for almost 6 years and i want to move somewhere else...somewhere bigger....while i'm still young. but if i go i have to leave him behind.
he says that if i really wanna go than i should and he'll be here when i get back. more problems: 1. what if i go and dont' wanna come back and 2. i know he's only saying that cause he doesn't think i will go through with it.
F#%@ing HELL! why can't life and decisons be easy? i want it all...my bf and toronto....but it seems that i'm going to have to choose one or the other. i can't and i dont' want to. if i choose my bf then i'll be stuck living in a place where i don't wanna be for the rest of my life and/or relationship, and if i choose to move then i don't know what is going to happen to our relationship. i realize that people have long distance relationships all the time but i don't know if i want that either.