zooropamanda
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i have floundered around for the whole year so far and have only had one job which lasted so little time it wasn't funny.
I have so many bills, i can't pay any of them.
My car is unregistered and can't be driven because Im so poor. My credit cards are going to cause me to get a big red line through my name and prolly will stop me from being able to get a loan in the future.
i have car a loan to pay off.
i have stupid internet bills, WHICH I CANT EVEN CANCEL BECAUSE THE COMPANY INFORMS ME I AM ON A CONTRACT TILL SEPTEMBER. I didnt know about this because my stupid brother set it up for us both.
My real confession is however that the reason I am so broke is because I have stopped doing teaching which is my source of income. I did about 4 days teaching work before the other piddley job I had and thats it for the whole year.
I am letting myself go to ruin because I can't stomach teaching.
And now Ive had a major break from it and had a change with the other job which just ended, I am now ready to go back and do the bloody teaching because I have to but....its now school holidays for 2 weeks so I wont get any work!!!!!
I keep getting rejection after rejection for jobs because Im either not experienced in that field or bloody over qualified. I must admit this job did feel a bit degrading because some people treated me like thats all I was, and i didn't like it at all. Never assume about people who work with the general public, is my new motto.
Why have I done this to myself?
I'm the biggest most immature irresponsible fool and its finally bit me on the butt.
My family depends on me too to help out with finances a lot and I've let them down.
Im in such a mess and i feel like a slimey piece of shit because I tried to make a change in my life.
There I said it.
I have so many bills, i can't pay any of them.
My car is unregistered and can't be driven because Im so poor. My credit cards are going to cause me to get a big red line through my name and prolly will stop me from being able to get a loan in the future.
i have car a loan to pay off.
i have stupid internet bills, WHICH I CANT EVEN CANCEL BECAUSE THE COMPANY INFORMS ME I AM ON A CONTRACT TILL SEPTEMBER. I didnt know about this because my stupid brother set it up for us both.
My real confession is however that the reason I am so broke is because I have stopped doing teaching which is my source of income. I did about 4 days teaching work before the other piddley job I had and thats it for the whole year.
I am letting myself go to ruin because I can't stomach teaching.
And now Ive had a major break from it and had a change with the other job which just ended, I am now ready to go back and do the bloody teaching because I have to but....its now school holidays for 2 weeks so I wont get any work!!!!!
I keep getting rejection after rejection for jobs because Im either not experienced in that field or bloody over qualified. I must admit this job did feel a bit degrading because some people treated me like thats all I was, and i didn't like it at all. Never assume about people who work with the general public, is my new motto.
Why have I done this to myself?
I'm the biggest most immature irresponsible fool and its finally bit me on the butt.
My family depends on me too to help out with finances a lot and I've let them down.
Im in such a mess and i feel like a slimey piece of shit because I tried to make a change in my life.
There I said it.