mysterious_jen
Blue Crack Addict
liam
hai babe
hai babe
I almost wish for a fellow female plane spotter. Then at least there would be one topic for conversation that i wouldn't have to feign interest in.
I don't find it the be-all and end-all. I can handle not being master of my own domain until i find someone i can stand.
I almost wish for a fellow female plane spotter. Then at least there would be one topic for conversation that i wouldn't have to feign interest in.
Or perhaps i should look outside the vapid communications girls.
liam
hai babe
7 AM
Sleep might be a good idea.
I'll see you lot later.
7 AM
Sleep might be a good idea.
I'll see you lot later.
what used to get you down? not getting any?
and yeah dig all you want i am well known for oversharing about sex in these parts...you might be better off to search back for the word "overshare" and read stuff as i should get to work soon
i actually had very little luck with bf's in hs, until the last year i had a bunch of guys (5!) interested but never ended up really dating any of them. i dated two guy for two summers at camp before 9th and 10th grade, but that was a month and not much happens at camp when you're not a counselor. but, i've always been fine with hookups, so i got some experience in high school that way at parties and on a trip abroad. i've basically always had an active sex drive. got to college and man are the parties easy to hook up at, i was like a 52 and virgin purity score wise when i got here.
now i'm a 23, i'm not gonna tell you how slutty i am (aka my "number") but it's up there. dated a guy for 1.5 years that i ended last april and went into high "rebound" phase that i then realized wasn't a phase, if i can get some with a hot enough man i'm game.
and beginning of april started dating my boyfriend which totally shocked me cause i was completely into being free to hook up until graduation (i wanted to date but not get serious because it'd have to be short), but it's been great cause the sex is amazing and steady and the emotional part of it is really great, didn't know that i wanted to deal with it but i'm so glad now. except we break up tuesday when he leaves and i graduate and we go our separate ways. it really sucks as he's great and i feel like we could have had a great time together for longer. but, i don't think we're compatible in the long term (i learned fromt he 1.5 year ex that just because you have strong feelings/love doesn't mean that you can make a life together, which the 1.5year guy wanted i was super vulnerable and ok with it at first but it slowly scared me away). but, it still sucks. cause we'd have been great for more of the medium term.
The latter. Parties sound godawful.
definately go out get pissd and try mate !
fuck staying home.
im in the postion of staying home so i dont get myself into trouble !!!!!!!!!! trying to be good
Yeah, Danny, I was like that in high school too.
I watched Control today.
You must hate me.
Kat's also the cool kind of person who I can tell if I don't give the first shit about something else she's interested in and she won't be offended in the slightest.
missed you....
alot ....
You must hate me.
Kat's also the cool kind of person who I can tell if I don't give the first shit about something else she's interested in and she won't be offended in the slightest.
Yeah, Danny, I was like that in high school too.
the pies bent em over and did them hard n fast
FUCK YEAH !
sweet it is.
I believe, and i'm not an AFL (sic) expert, that they got shat upon from a great height.
You know what's irritating?
American AFL fans. Especially on Austadiums. One guy is there who constantly wants to compare the AFL and the NRL on all sorts of stupid criteria. Indigenous players? Barely counts, because for the NRL you'd have to include Maori and Pacific Island players. Proclaiming the AFL as having the cheapest season ticket prices, only to be rebutted seconds later by me.
We're such elitist bastards over there, it really isn't going down well.
yeah?? and you have a girlfriend at the moment if i remember correctly?
is that a good movive? do you need any joy divison knowledge to see it?
You know what's irritating?
American AFL fans. Especially on Austadiums. One guy is there who constantly wants to compare the AFL and the NRL on all sorts of stupid criteria. Indigenous players? Barely counts, because for the NRL you'd have to include Maori and Pacific Island players. Proclaiming the AFL as having the cheapest season ticket prices, only to be rebutted seconds later by me.
We're such elitist bastards over there, it really isn't going down well.
and now he's "dating" a blowup doll.
Or perhaps i should look outside the vapid communications girls.
you soooo should get with her ax!
Only for the past eight or nine years. *laughs*
But no, I had a point where I just could not talk to girls at all (aside from the aforementioned), which I still have a problem with actually (just ask Zoe *laughs*)
Good as man!!! congratulations.
yeah like i say i think what used to get me down was that all my mates were/are living the life i want(ed) to.
shall i talk about my first hook up?
I don't want things to get in the way of friendship, though.
yeah i was never confident at like 15, 16, not being the best looking guy ever, but definitely far moer confident now than i was a few years ago, like i go up and talk to plenty of people at parties and stuff, not afraid to make moves, just not getting anywhere at the minute.
thats good to hear happy theres others in the same boat. when i used to see a counsellor she said that as well. ill be 18 soon, able to go out more, and braces will be off in a few months as well.
thanks haha
what feels better?
going to a party, trying but perhaps failing or sitting at home going "oh ill do some homework cos nothing will happen"
this is the attitude im trying to adopt.
gotta be in it to win it.
Also, don't get hung up on the shit you missed. I'd be a great match with one of my friends - and people have commented on it - but it's pretty much past there stage where anything could happen without it being weird on account of how long we've been friends.
I'd say it was easily a missed chance, but why waste time worrying about it?
Only for the past eight or nine years. *laughs*
But no, I had a point where I just could not talk to girls at all (aside from the aforementioned), which I still have a problem with actually (just ask Zoe *laughs*)