If you were involved in any way in the "fighting" thread or the #717 It's official, please take a moment of your time and read on.
If you weren't involved it's a long story...don't ask. I would appreciate it if we keep it at that and if you didn't go look at it now. It's not worth the trouble and it's not a pretty sight - take my word for it.
This isn't to justify what was going on, it's just an attempt to explain why i acted the way i did.
So ...
I'm figuring out what to do with the lewdness jokes, and figuring how to deal with that. (i never use those jokes in real life, guess a part of being on the internet is being braver about it) Though it's fun to get wild sometimes...
I'm not used to be seen as someone who uses lewdness jokes - not used of it being a part of me. It's just weird cause it's a totally new situation for me - sort of scary in a way - i'm not sure what to do about that. Perhaps this is why i got so defensive and freaked out on you.
I guess what i'm trying to say is that i need more time to figure everything out.
In the end, whatever you do, pay no attention to what was said in the #717 It's official - especially the last part. I wasn't thinking clearly there - it was just anger talking out of me. I didn't mean what i said.
Moreso, don't feel offended by whatever i may have said in the "fight" thread - things got out of control. If anyone should get blamed for the ugliness of events, it should be my sensitivity and my big mouth.
U2girl
[This message has been edited by U2girl (edited 02-08-2002).]
If you weren't involved it's a long story...don't ask. I would appreciate it if we keep it at that and if you didn't go look at it now. It's not worth the trouble and it's not a pretty sight - take my word for it.
This isn't to justify what was going on, it's just an attempt to explain why i acted the way i did.
So ...
I'm figuring out what to do with the lewdness jokes, and figuring how to deal with that. (i never use those jokes in real life, guess a part of being on the internet is being braver about it) Though it's fun to get wild sometimes...
I'm not used to be seen as someone who uses lewdness jokes - not used of it being a part of me. It's just weird cause it's a totally new situation for me - sort of scary in a way - i'm not sure what to do about that. Perhaps this is why i got so defensive and freaked out on you.
I guess what i'm trying to say is that i need more time to figure everything out.
In the end, whatever you do, pay no attention to what was said in the #717 It's official - especially the last part. I wasn't thinking clearly there - it was just anger talking out of me. I didn't mean what i said.
Moreso, don't feel offended by whatever i may have said in the "fight" thread - things got out of control. If anyone should get blamed for the ugliness of events, it should be my sensitivity and my big mouth.
U2girl
[This message has been edited by U2girl (edited 02-08-2002).]
