coolian2
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For fucks sake Screwy, you just don't get it.
Vodaphone are bitches. My sister uses them. They piggyback on Telstra's satan spawn equipment but their coverage is shitful. You really can go down a mineshaft and use Telstra, which is about the only redeeming thing about them, but at least they cover you everywhere. In fact, they probably have all houses in Australia bugged, but whatev.
They're cheap, I'll give them that. Hope you get your credit back up soon! And find your wallet... Or did you already find it? I got distracted by the unfolding dramas.
i was going to say something, but there really is no point. it will go ignored anyway, which is sad.
whatcha gonna eat, phanan?
I'm a year younger than you, and you don't see me off crying in a corner because Ax says that God doesn't exist.
For fucks sake Screwy, you just don't get it.
I need help only the people here could give. I want to fix my flaws and be a better human being. Will you help me?
I think I can speak for everyone when I say that we always try to offer you advice when needed, we always try to help you when needed, and we'll always be around to answer questions if needed.
Whether you intend to use that information to your advantage is up to you, however.
Of course.
I listened to Patti Smith's Horses for the first time tonight. What an unusual little record. Many of the piano melodies are sublime, and I like the production.
I do want your knowledge and help. I know it can be tough getting through to me. I am so use to being strong and untouchable for the sake of others. I have always had to be there for people. Now you are getting through. I hope months and years of my wall don't keep you from trying again.
You are right. I can and usually am something of an idiot.
I didn't mean to tell you all to fuck off. I love you all actually. Not in a romantic way of course.
The thing is I am so used to having to be there for people and never having anyone else to lean on. I was wrong. I have you guys. I guess I am so used to having to deal with stuff alone that I accept and become certain of things. Then I realized you can be something but that it doesn't define you.
I was also wrong when I said I could learn more than I could teach. I can't learn more from a classroom but I can learn more from you. I don't feel human. Maybe you all could help me feel like I am and not try to remain a ghost. You know, being there and touching people but never showing that you are human like everyone else.
I need help only the people here could give. I want to fix my flaws and be a better human being. Will you help me?
Ugh. There's an artist that I just could never get into. I respect what she accomplished, and obviously her cover of Because The Night is superb, but I just never liked her.
Not even Gloria? The thing I don't care for concerning that early stuff is that she comes off as a female Lou Reed circa Loaded, and the fragility the lyrics don't come through as they should. But the musicianship can't be faulted.
This is what I like to hear.
Don't misinterpret my ribbings and general verbal roughness as hatred, Screwy. I think you can be rather insufferable, but I do think you have the capacity for kindness towards others (and have shown this in the past) and I want to help you out as much as I am capable. Hell, if I can help make one person better than they were previously, my years on this forum haven't been in vain.
By the way, I want to apologize for coming off like an ass or a jerk the last few days. Part of it is that I'm off my anti-depressants (with doctor approval) and I have to work as best I can through bad days now. Also I really miss Emma. Talking to her would have been really helpful this week.
I sort of feel like my life is a poorly built house. It is missing some support, needs a paint job and should accept house guests. Now I'm finally bringing in some professionals.
I sort of feel like my life is a poorly built house. It is missing some support, needs a paint job and should accept house guests. Now I'm finally bringing in some professionals.
This just made me think of a Springsteen lyric...
"So you've been broken and you've been hurt
Show me somebody who ain't
Yeah, I know I ain't nobody's bargain
But, hell, a little touchup
and a little paint..."
Are people actually out having a life tonight? WTF?