Thanks. I'd like to say I have a quick fix or something, but I really don't. I've got to reconstruct my entire friendship circle and that's not easy. I know I'll feel good eventually, when I'm not socially isolated, but right now, I feel really lonely in Melbourne without any really close friends.
I especially hate how empty it feels at my place. I of course always had Mum around for the first 19 years of my life, then my flatmate in Brisbane in 2006, then last year Kate would stay for dinner at least three nights a week. But now that I've had to cut her out of my life to stop being manipulated, it's just me here, with only a tank of fish for company ...
Fuck, I hate sounding like a mopey bastard. Sorry for this post.