I'm under stress.

[cell]

i wrote this in my journal already, but i need my friends here. my ex told me has a new gf. and he lied about it to my daughter for some time. he told her this weekend while i was away in san pedro. fucking bad timing if you ask me. i dont care about his love life. i want my daughter to be considered here. im pissed he lied to her. i dont lie to my daughter. about anything.

he went to three different churches in a month. my daughter threw a fit at all the different times. today was the last straw. she told my dad to take her home to me.

im moving out of my home this month. my house sold. i have 30 days to move my daughter and my ass into a new apartment.

my daughter found out her room is no longer when she came home today. she almost teared up. seeing her nearly cry almost made me lose it.

i feel like crying. this is bad timing. why couldnt my ex have handled this better? i hate him for lying to my daughter. i hate him for assuming she didnt suspect anything. i hate him for insulting her intelligence. my daughter thinks he's trying to replace me with a new mom. i told her no f ing way.
im her mom. nuff said.

i have cramps, my head and stomach hurt, and im afraid of having an anxiety attack. my period's two weeks late. no im not banging anyone. i just hate it when its late.

 

[souLnation2002]

 

[bonosloveslave]

That really stinks, change is hard Not to mention your ex lying

 

[Sicy]

I'm sorry girl You have a lot on your plate right now, he didnt need to add to it

I'm here if you need to talk!

 

[beegee]

you need a trible plack.
exes can be a pain in the ass.

you know where to find me.

 

[Cleasai]

Your ex and my ex should get together We're all here for ya Icelle

 

[tiny dancer]

I'm sorry to hear about all the shit you are going through Icelle. Sounds a lot like my ex. Please take care of yourself, and give an extra to your little girl.

 

[Angela Harlem]

 

[mad1]

 

[LarryMullen's POPAngel]

Take care of yourself, girl.

 

[samralf]

 

[U2girl]

Did he say why he was lying ? (I mean, was it for a reason ie. he didn't want to confuse Daisy?)

I guess it's never easy on the kids

 

[meegannie]

 

[theSoulfulMofo]

 

[MrTheFly]

Have more sex.

 

[adamswildhoney]

Icelle, I am here if you need to talk to someone!!