stammer476
Refugee
Normally, I think a lot of this personal posting gets a bit too much like group therapy, but the soon-to-be upcoming events in my life show me how much benefit it can have.
I'm supposed to be writing a paper right now, but I can't concentrate for two seconds because tonight is one of the biggest nights of my life. Finally, I am going to ask my girlfriend to marry me.
I've spent all morning talking to my parents, friends, and loved ones about this big occasion. I've gotten everything in place (t-minus 4.5 hours and counting), yet I'm so tired of staring at a blinking computer screen I've gone against my own standards and written this up on this site for everyone to read.
In case you can't tell, I'm as nervous as Carrot Top at an NAACP convention. I know she'll say yes, but that knowledge won't seem to stop my hands from shaking (which makes it really hard to type, by the way). I've loved her for so long, and I can't wait to make her my wife. But I can't help but go through the normal questions of "Am I the one for her?" or "Do I really have what it takes to make her happy for the rest of her life?"
I know it's just nerves. I know we'll have a great life together. There, now I feel better. Thanks for listening, and putting up with my ramblng about my personal life. I'm a longtime U2 fan but new to this forum. Looking forward to good times ahead.
I'm supposed to be writing a paper right now, but I can't concentrate for two seconds because tonight is one of the biggest nights of my life. Finally, I am going to ask my girlfriend to marry me.
I've spent all morning talking to my parents, friends, and loved ones about this big occasion. I've gotten everything in place (t-minus 4.5 hours and counting), yet I'm so tired of staring at a blinking computer screen I've gone against my own standards and written this up on this site for everyone to read.
In case you can't tell, I'm as nervous as Carrot Top at an NAACP convention. I know she'll say yes, but that knowledge won't seem to stop my hands from shaking (which makes it really hard to type, by the way). I've loved her for so long, and I can't wait to make her my wife. But I can't help but go through the normal questions of "Am I the one for her?" or "Do I really have what it takes to make her happy for the rest of her life?"
I know it's just nerves. I know we'll have a great life together. There, now I feel better. Thanks for listening, and putting up with my ramblng about my personal life. I'm a longtime U2 fan but new to this forum. Looking forward to good times ahead.