LarryMullen's POPAngel
Blue Crack Distributor
OK, I admit-I haven't been very happy lately, and I'm sure it's been very apparent on this board. Truth is, a lot of things have been really unpleasant or just plain crap-ass in my life lately, and it chooses to seep out into this forum. Some of this stress is brought on entirely by myself, why I do this to myself, I have no idea...and like my sharing this with you matters to half of you anyways. I've been very pessimistic lately about things, and even though I know it's up to me to stop it, right now I just want to close my eyes and have it just stop.
I'm just sick of this stress, and everything that goes with it. I stress because of my job, I stress because I am having a hard time with my friends right now, I stress because of things coming up in the new year I'm not prepared for, I stress because of my mom, I stress because of my dad's situation in life, and yes...I've even become so pathetic as to stress about stupid shit on a message board.
I have a plan to get myself out of this funk, but am not quite ready to delve into it yet...I just need some time to get my head together. *sighs*
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Some days are sulky some days have a grin
I'm just sick of this stress, and everything that goes with it. I stress because of my job, I stress because I am having a hard time with my friends right now, I stress because of things coming up in the new year I'm not prepared for, I stress because of my mom, I stress because of my dad's situation in life, and yes...I've even become so pathetic as to stress about stupid shit on a message board.
I have a plan to get myself out of this funk, but am not quite ready to delve into it yet...I just need some time to get my head together. *sighs*
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Some days are sulky some days have a grin