the soul waits said:
LOL, you'd be susprised how many women our age are still "energized" enough to do all that.
You're really making we wonder which environments you frequent to have you wonder about this.
You're the same age!
oh absolutely I agree.. I didn´t mean they had no energy to do all that at a certain age, its not such an age thing.. I mean more like having innocent fun.. doing what you want to do at the moment, spontaneously, not thinking about the consequences a lot; this is a certain aspect of life that I connect more with a girl who´s 18 than with a woman who´s 28. On the other hand, crucify me, I absolutely want a woman who does know what she wants. But she should be just as crazy nuts as me.
hmmh maybe I make you wonder
thing is you know I´m just speaking about what happened to me! Really, there were women who told me not to drive with the trolley in the supermarket because to them "that looks like a kid, not like a man".
I met women who told me that they don´t like men who are nice all the time. Women who grumble at you when you say they´re sweet - they don´t want to be sweet.
I am a musician, and there were women who didn´t like when I started to sing on the street. There also were women who told me "once you´re not that attractive anymore like you are now, I will skip you - I want a man who is always attractive". I was with women who made a drama when I was not pulling the money from the ATM machine (to invite them to the opera house) fast enough. Basically I guess I also was in a relation where I did everything and anything, and it still wasn´t enough in the end.
At that time, I was shy in relations.. with just about anybody I wouldn´t have a problem to say "fuck you, I like to go on the trolley or sing whenever I want to if that´s not man enough that´s your problem" - with her I didn´t say so. I couldn ´t get myself to reply when I was hurt. Its still like that, I am very unbalanced I guess, when things hurt me I´m just quiet (when its someone who I love) or I just walk away.
Not to come off negative now; there were lots of women who told me beautiful great things, who truly understand me and all, so its all good, and basically I had great times. Just to make it clear that what I speak is experience not just arrogance.