HelloAngel
ONE love, blood, life
We all remember our first loves.. mine happened in 8th grade and lasted until I was 22 or so. This guy haunted me,.. I couldn't stop thinking about him, even when I moved and didnt see or contact him for 5 years. Then miraculously, I met someone online who knew his brother, and so we got back in touch.. in 1997.
It's now 2002.
I can't forget, and now I've moved closer to where it all began all those years ago. He floods my dreams, and I dream about the way it was, could have been and ought to be. It's all so lucid. When I wake, I can feel his spirit.
He's been invading my dreams weekly since I've moved here. It's the oddest feeling. Do any of you believe our souls can call out to another person in dreams to communicate that which we cannot in waking life? Is it possible that perhaps he thinks of me too?
(Background -> We never went out. Officially. He was the classs clown and too cool for words. But we feel for each other hard. Then I moved 2 years later. 5 years after that was when I saw him in 1997. Nothing since.)
Help me make sense of this. Does everyone feel this way about someone from the past? Do we all longingly romanticise for years and years? Does this mean I should contact him or try to - or does this just make me normal?
It's now 2002.
I can't forget, and now I've moved closer to where it all began all those years ago. He floods my dreams, and I dream about the way it was, could have been and ought to be. It's all so lucid. When I wake, I can feel his spirit.
He's been invading my dreams weekly since I've moved here. It's the oddest feeling. Do any of you believe our souls can call out to another person in dreams to communicate that which we cannot in waking life? Is it possible that perhaps he thinks of me too?
(Background -> We never went out. Officially. He was the classs clown and too cool for words. But we feel for each other hard. Then I moved 2 years later. 5 years after that was when I saw him in 1997. Nothing since.)
Help me make sense of this. Does everyone feel this way about someone from the past? Do we all longingly romanticise for years and years? Does this mean I should contact him or try to - or does this just make me normal?