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I just wanted to share something....something positive for once. For a long time I felt abandoned by God in some degree or another and it made me feel very hurt, angry and alone. Just recently I finally let go and came to the realization that whatever my fate is God will take care of me...

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a few months ago 30 people were laid off where I work because their department was moved to Kentucky. Today it was announced that another entire department is being shut down in our office. 50 more people without jobs. It makes me so sad to see so many people afraid and worried. It also...

yep...I have a stalker....blargh. They even made up a fake email addy and pretended to be my ex, saying that he wanted to be friends again. I was crushed when I found out it was fake. They just emailed me again the other day, pretending to be somebody who saw me at the bar this weekend, I...

wooohooo, Im going out tonight with a bunch of friends from work...gonna go to a bar in Canada, have a few drinks, dance like crazy, maybe flirt some....and then spend the night, all 6 of us in one hotel room! lol Oh, I forgot to mention I have recently lost 35 pounds that I packed on after I...

right now you have to have premium access to even email a mod. If you click on a mod's name it used to take you to their profile so you could PM them or email them. Now it takes non-premium members to a page that says they have to be a premium member. IMHO I think ANYBODY who can post on the...

yep, a miracle that's what I need. I've wasted over a year being sad about being dumped by the man I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with. I still love him but I need to find somebody new and start to live life again. So much has gone wrong in the last two years and I'm so...

The other night something happened to me and I thought that months and months of sadness were over and all my prayers had been answered. I'd been praying for this particular thing to happen many times a day for such a long time and I was overjoyed when it seemed to be happening. Well, long...

Hey there I remember you! Sometimes I catch a glimpse of you through the misty fog. every now and then the clouds part... and there you are! My old friend... back with me, filling the nights with love and laughter. But the storm always returns and sweeps you far away. Why can't the sunshine of...

literally written in 10 seconds while listening to One from the Pavarotti & Friends concert. the paint falls flat on the canvas and the words are weak and hollow the loss of you inspires me but nothing seems to capture it. empty and cold alone and afraid all that once brought me comfort now...

My life has taken some amazing twists. There is one I can't stop loving and another I can't stop desiring. This is a very rough poem, to say goodbye to the latter. my passion for you was nearly enough to make me forget my love for him. your skin, hot smooth soft... electric against my own...

atlantic ocean eyes no longer shine for me the music of your laugh still haunts the vacancy in my heart and i long to find something that is so beautiful it hurts I found it once among the ruins... shining like gold in my hands i held it tightly, too tightly... and now the light it brought me...

scream into the night where your words will fall on deaf ears scream and get it out the pain youve held for far too long abandoned and lost scream out the hurt bleed with your voice let it go and fall empty crumpled onto the ground lay alone bathed in the stillness of nothing no expectations no...

An ice sculpture.... melting in the sun, beads of water slipping... drop by drop by drop pooling on the ground and evaporating into air. the beauty gone forever... so is this life, so is this love