I dont think I'd better post this person's name in here. You'll have to figure it out for yourself.
The thing is, I thought really highly of this individual, and tried to bite my toungue when (s)he insults me. I dont mind the cruel
jokes, although i did blow up and was plenty pissed off about it the other day. I apologized for that.
I do mind the direct insults,but you know what?
If (s)he honestly feels that way, i think I'd better know. I absolutely despise those who are nice to your face, pretend to be your friends, then turn around and plunge a dagger in your back when you're not around.
I would rather openly know that I have an enemy...I'd rather know for sure who likes me and who doesnt, then to go around ignorant and oblivious.
I know I need to remember that this person is going through an extremely difficult time right now, but (s)he refuses to remember that I am going through a rough time too, its so horrible I dont even know if I'll make it through. I
dont want anyone to be extra nice to me just because of that though, but i DO want this person to remember that if (s)he insults me...I will insult back. I do not tolerate abuse.
This person says that I use my rough life as an excuse for everything. I would really like to know what this individual meant by that. When i have I wrongly used it as an excuse???
I still try to be nice to others, despite what i'm going through. There are many others here who are having a rough time too, and yet I
dont see them treating others here like crap.(well, there are the usual arguments, but still...)
I do have a hair trigger temper at the moment, and i will fight back. And when I'm discussing a serious subject, my temper has gotten away from me,its true. But i have never intentionally hurt someone when they didnt take the first shot.
I am tired of this person *
insinuating* that I am dumb because I am not in college, and am not in med school or something, or i donno, maybe because I dont use enough BIG WORDS(ooh! now thats a sign of intelligence!), and perhaps i dont engage in serious discussions enough here.
Bottomline: I just want this person to acknowledge that (s)he is very fortunate to have all that (s)he does, and stop thinking that going to college is always a matter of choice. It isnt. I want him/her to be more tolerant, and acknowledge the fact that (s)he does
APPEAR to be a little spoiled. Maybe this individual
isnt one in real life,i dont know. (S)he just *acts* like it sometimes.
If he/she cares to enlighten me so i will stop thinking this way, then that would be appreciated.
Instead of attacking me for being honest and just trying to help him/her be a better person, why doesnt (s)he just take this for what it is - merely
constructive criticism, and no longer am I trying to flame. Just trying to point out how (s)he can improve,thats all, i swear.
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Look...look what you've done to me...You've made me poor and infamous, and I thank you...
My name is
MISS MACPHISTO...I'm tired and i want to go HOME...
"Well you tell...Bonovista,that i said hello and that my codename is Belleview" - Bono before opening night of Anaheim Elevation concert
[This message has been edited by Miss MacPhisto (edited 12-14-2001).]