dreams out loud
The Fly
What's her faces thread really got me to thinking and it really pissed me off.....Yes it is true I am very attracted to U2 I personally think they are 4 of the sexiest men alive, if not the sexiest men alive, But like the title they are sooooo much more than SEX GODS to me. I have been a U2 fan for about 20 years now (BTW I am 24).
My mom first introduced me to U2 when I was about four years old and I have been hooked ever since that day, I can still remember the energy I felt when I heard NYD it's like nothing I have ever known that song still gives me goose bumps. When I was 7 I was in a very bad car crash that almost took my life and I have had to have 8 operations over a ten year period because of it there is a joke in my family that U2 is stronger than any amount of morphine and it's true their music carried me through those years back then they were the only sure thing in my life they gave me hope and strength. When I was 22 I gave birth to my daughter Reanna @ 30 weeks gestation due to the fact that her only Kidney didn't function the way it should. My husband and I were blessed with 15 wonderful precious hours with our daughter before she flew home to heaven. I never in all my life felt like such a failure. I felt like I had failed as a woman , as a mother, and that I had let my family down. I was on the verge of killing myself. I had even forgotten the joy that U2 had once brought into my life. My husband at the time was working out of town alot. He came home from one trip with ATYCLB, I remember laying it on the kitchen table and going back to the couch well he left a couple of days later to go back to work. I don't know what made me put the Cd in the Cd player but I did and I was listening to it when I dozed off to sleep.I had the most wonderful dream and I still remember it vividly! I am walking down the street and I go into this little diner and Bono and Edge are sitting in the back, Edge calls me over, and I sit down beside him. Bono looks at me and says I have something for you, he gets up and comes back a few seconds later, and he's holding Reanna in his arms,He hands the baby to me and I start BAWLING I cryed for what in my dream seemed like forever. All of a sudden Bono takes my face in his hands he looks me dead in the eyes and Said "Heather God does not make mistakes, I know you are mad at him, but you are still a mother, just a special kind of mother, you are a mother of an angel and that is a very special and beautiful thing. Most mommies carry their children in their arms you carry yours in your heart" then they were gone. When I woke up Walk on was playing. I have sent that Cd to other parents who have lost a child and they all have said the Walk on touched them in some way or another.
U2 is and always have been more than Sex Gods in my eyes, so what if I daydream about them hell it's just some harmless fun!! and as far as them being old goes they all wear their age damn well I can only hope I look that good at 40!!!
My mom first introduced me to U2 when I was about four years old and I have been hooked ever since that day, I can still remember the energy I felt when I heard NYD it's like nothing I have ever known that song still gives me goose bumps. When I was 7 I was in a very bad car crash that almost took my life and I have had to have 8 operations over a ten year period because of it there is a joke in my family that U2 is stronger than any amount of morphine and it's true their music carried me through those years back then they were the only sure thing in my life they gave me hope and strength. When I was 22 I gave birth to my daughter Reanna @ 30 weeks gestation due to the fact that her only Kidney didn't function the way it should. My husband and I were blessed with 15 wonderful precious hours with our daughter before she flew home to heaven. I never in all my life felt like such a failure. I felt like I had failed as a woman , as a mother, and that I had let my family down. I was on the verge of killing myself. I had even forgotten the joy that U2 had once brought into my life. My husband at the time was working out of town alot. He came home from one trip with ATYCLB, I remember laying it on the kitchen table and going back to the couch well he left a couple of days later to go back to work. I don't know what made me put the Cd in the Cd player but I did and I was listening to it when I dozed off to sleep.I had the most wonderful dream and I still remember it vividly! I am walking down the street and I go into this little diner and Bono and Edge are sitting in the back, Edge calls me over, and I sit down beside him. Bono looks at me and says I have something for you, he gets up and comes back a few seconds later, and he's holding Reanna in his arms,He hands the baby to me and I start BAWLING I cryed for what in my dream seemed like forever. All of a sudden Bono takes my face in his hands he looks me dead in the eyes and Said "Heather God does not make mistakes, I know you are mad at him, but you are still a mother, just a special kind of mother, you are a mother of an angel and that is a very special and beautiful thing. Most mommies carry their children in their arms you carry yours in your heart" then they were gone. When I woke up Walk on was playing. I have sent that Cd to other parents who have lost a child and they all have said the Walk on touched them in some way or another.
U2 is and always have been more than Sex Gods in my eyes, so what if I daydream about them hell it's just some harmless fun!! and as far as them being old goes they all wear their age damn well I can only hope I look that good at 40!!!
aisyone75
