Pleban Girls Party - another time, another thread

[Sad_Girl]

Hi Jem! How was your day?

 

[bonoishot]

Thanks Drea....I didn't want to say something about this last week cause she was getting better (if at all) and I didn't want to bother you girls....especially SG and VP....since they had/have bad problems too

Plus I thought you girls would get sick of me whining about my mother being in the hospital AGAIN.....no matter how bad she is now

Weldy don't hesitate to share things like that. Its alot better than keeping it in. Its not an easy situation to be in, you're emotions are all over the place so if you need to talk post in here or PM us.

 

[bonoishot]

Yea I'm not feeling as as I was on Sunday and Monday.....but I do have bouts of ness. I'm assuming once she does die.....I'll have even more bouts of ness. Then I'll proably starting to feel fully fine on Saturday cause I know my mother would be in a better place. And I truly grieved on Sunday and Monday when I first saw her in her semi-veg state (mainly cause I knew she wasn't going to get any better).

Everyone deals with things differently.

I had feelings of not wanting my mum to suffer anymore, then guilt about thinking that it would be better for her not to be in pain, then being selfish and not wanting to have to say goodbye.

You and your Dad be strong for each other.

 

[bonoishot]

I don't know why I've turned into such a party pooper lately, but I've got to go to bed :yawn"

You're used to UK time now.

 

[bonoishot]

I feel fine when I'm outside and not in my apartment or in her ICU room....but when I see her in her room or stay up this late in my apartment....I feel either guilt or loneliness.

I'm use to see her sleeping next to dad when I'm up during the night and see her (and I'm used to her) either at the computer or the TV (with the volume up really loudly cause she was going deaf in one ear) while I'm sleeping during the day (After I get up of course or go to the bathroom ). And now I feel lonely with just my dad sleeping in his and Mom's room and I feel extra lonely once he goes back to work next week during the day.

Its because night time is when you're more vulnerable.

Different people deal with this in different ways. I fet lonely at night, or simple things like you mentioned. Night seems the worst for me though. I try to distract myself with here, or a book or some music.

Different things work for different people.

 

[bonoishot]

^ I had to pay for it as well We were having a farewell thing for a guy who's leaving today. He's about the fourth person to leave in the last few weeks...

Blue crack - good for what ails you!

15 minutes to go... except I won't be going home for a while yet. There was a horrible crash in one of the tunnels under the Yarra this morning; at least three dead, huge fireball, explosions, melted cars, both tunnels closed until tomorrow at least. The traffic is going to be insane... I'm going to stay in the city to have dinner and do a bit of window shopping for a while, I think.

at the accident. That sounds horrible.

 

[bonoishot]

OMG.

*Mesmorised*

:

*dead*

 

[bonoishot]

I have a hot phone date with a sexy Englishman in a few hours - and until then I am trying to work on a little fan fiction

Fanfiction. Is this your new story. :*squeals*

Yay at the phone date.

I need a man.

 

[bonoishot]

I called him on his lunch break at work today I'm addicted to him but yes, I am looking forward to talking to him tonight

 

[Sad_Girl]

I need a man.

no you don't they can be nice, and fun, but you don't NEED one wanting one is different

Fanfiction. Is this your new story. :*squeals*

Yep it begins four days before the first concert of the ZooTV tour

 

[bonoishot]

Hi Jem! How was your day?

It was OK.

I ordered a Dominos before and they sent a pizza with half pineapple, ham and musrooms when i asked for a full plain pizza.

So i called back and got a free plain pizza. :sofullofpizza::

 

[bonoishot]

no you don't they can be nice, and fun, but you don't NEED one wanting one is different :wink :




Yep it begins four days before the first concert of the ZooTV tour

Ok i phrased it wrong. I want one, but don't need one. I miss being all close with Andy. Though i'm not very trusting so i doubt im gonna trust someone else so much so soon.




Oooooh any chance of a teasing preview.


Well you can't blame me for trying.

 

[Sad_Girl]

So i called back and got a free plain pizza. :sofullofpizza:: rack::

Free pizza

Ok i phrased it wrong. I want one, but don't need one. I miss being all close with Andy. Though i'm not very trusting so i doubt im gonna trust someone else so much so soon. :l ol:

I understand that feeling completely and you'll find a good guy you can trust If I can do it, you surely can

Oooooh any chance of a teasing preview.


Well you can't blame me for trying.

Wellllll .... no

 

[U2MaNaIcWeIdO]

Hi everyone

If you want to know what's happening with me.....just check my latest update in the Personal Hard Descison for Me thread

 

[bonoishot]

Free pizza rool :




I understand that feeling completely :hug : and you'll find a good guy you can trust If I can do it, you surely can





Wellllll .... no :lol : :wink :

I got to keep the mucked up pizza too so im gonna give it to Kat.

You deserve to be happy so much. Even better that its an Englishman and you're coming to visit later this year. He sounds such a nice guy.

Well ya can't blame a girl for trying eh.

Is this the Edge fic?

 

[bonoishot]

Hey Weldy. I posed in your thread before.

 

[Sad_Girl]

I got to keep the mucked up pizza too so im gonna give it to Kat. :lol :

You deserve to be happy so much. Even better that its an Englishman and you're coming to visit later this year. He sounds such a nice guy.

Well ya can't blame a girl for trying eh.

Is this the Edge fic?

what a nice flat-mate

I'm ridiculous in love with him, I've never been like this before

Yes and No ... it started out as an Edge fic.... somehow it has already started to turn into an all encompassing one. how could I hope to resist the Fly?



Weldy

 

[U2MaNaIcWeIdO]

I noticed Jem...and Thanks

SG

 

[bonoishot]

what a nice flat-mate

I'm ridiculous in love with him, I've never been like this before

Yes and No ... it started out as an Edge fic.... somehow it has already started to turn into an all encompassing one. how could I hope to resist the Fly?

The Fly. I can't blame you...i defy anyone to try and resist the fly.

Thats so sweet. You really deserve happiness, after the past few years.

 

[bonoishot]

I need to go call my cousin. Will be back soon.

 

[Sad_Girl]

Ok, gals, I'll have to try and finish this first chapter and post it tonight - it's about time to call Gav

I'll be back in a few hours luv y'all!

 

[U2MaNaIcWeIdO]

Bye Jem and SG

 

[WildHoney]

Anybody home????

 

[U2MaNaIcWeIdO]

Hi Wild

 

[WildHoney]

Hi Weldy

Just trying to do my grocery shop between posts

 

[U2MaNaIcWeIdO]

That's ok...I did some grocery shopping yesterday

 

[WildHoney]

Yep it begins four days before the first concert of the ZooTV tour

If you want any first hand experience, i saw

 

[WildHoney]

you wanna see my bebo?

Yes please

 

[WildHoney]

I have a hot phone sex date with a Englishman in a few hours - and until then I am trying to work on a little fan fiction

 

[U2MaNaIcWeIdO]

What's a bebo?