DG my doctor okayed me going off the meds, cuz they've been making me so darn nauseous all month. I couldn't stop throwing up all the time it was a real pain in the ass. They did warn me though that I would probably crash pretty hard at first.
I actually have an old tape of War someplace. I stole it from my brother when I was little. :lol But JT is definetly the one that got me hooked for life.
Bri long story short, but I was told when I was 18 that I would never have kids. When I was in college I was attacked by a "friend". He beat me up so badly that he did alot of permanent damage to my organs. That combined with not having regular periods, the doctors told me to give up the thought and just adopt. Well they were wrong. We have two sweet little girls. My husband has always wanted a boy though. So a bit ago the doctors told me that if I wanted to try again I'd better do it sooner as my auto immune disease is getting progressively worse quicker then they thought. So they gave me a bunch of steriod treatments for a bit and then gave us the go ahead to give it a go. I have lost one baby in the past so I think thats why its just so hard. The not knowing whats gonna happen is just nerve wracking. And I don't know if I can handle going thru that again.