Sad_Girl
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Vroooom!!
Russty Cat said:I want a ride with Bono on the back of the bus.
Elessarian said:But I'm sure I will see everyone later this evening!
Sad_Girl said:Sorry Wild - Didn't realize you were starting the thread. didn't mean to step on your toes
Russty Cat said:Be afraid, be very afraid! This is a picture from shortly after I cut most of my hair off. Its a pretty bad picture. I was taking it myself.
It was a picture to email to my mother to show her the haircut and nose piercing. But I had to turn my neck a bit to hide the fact that I had a very large bruise on one side.
Not to mention I look like I haven't slept in a long time.
bonoishot said:OMG i inspired a thread title
all aboard the Bonobus *rings bell*
honest i nearly died laughing when i saw that
Russty, Eless Dads are i've not seen mine for 11 years, he left us the day before my 7th birthday so my mum had to hold it together for all my friends and me at my birthday party poor mum
my brother-in-law keeps on at me too see him, ITS THE LAST BLOODY THING I NEED MEN
Russty Cat said:Be afraid, be very afraid! This is a picture from shortly after I cut most of my hair off. Its a pretty bad picture. I was taking it myself.
It was a picture to email to my mother to show her the haircut and nose piercing. But I had to turn my neck a bit to hide the fact that I had a very large bruise on one side.
Not to mention I look like I haven't slept in a long time.
bonoishot said:ohew that was my vent for the day
ye eless
god i'm loving this bonobus i'm never getting off
Russty Cat said:Be afraid, be very afraid! This is a picture from shortly after I cut most of my hair off. Its a pretty bad picture. I was taking it myself.
It was a picture to email to my mother to show her the haircut and nose piercing. But I had to turn my neck a bit to hide the fact that I had a very large bruise on one side.
Not to mention I look like I haven't slept in a long time.
Russty Cat said:See ya later E!
Jemma sorry your dad is crap as well! And you shouldn't do anything you don't feel like.
I'm much better about my dad then I use to be. I use to cry and wonder what the fuck I ever did that was so bad. Why couldn't he love me?! Why wasn't I ever good enough. I've realized its just not in him. He is like this with most women. I don't wait around for him to give me love, I figure I've done my best and he will have to deal with his own stuff in his own time.
One thing that I did find out about a year ago by accident which did make me realize that in some ways he does respect me as a person at least. I found a picture from the previous Christmas of my dad crying. I asked my mom what the heck that was about. I had never seen my dad cry before, especially in a picture. My mom said that not to mention it to my dad, but it was when he opened the gift I had sent them. I had made them a quilt for their family room. It really wasn't a big deal, it was scraps and stuff. It was a bunch of fish swimming around since that was what my parents love to do, fishing and boating.
My mom told me that my dad cried when he saw it so hard. He said that he was really amazed at how talented I was and that he often wondered where it came from since he was crap when it came to stuff like that. Shortly after that my brother told me in secret that my dad was very drunk one night playing poker with my brothers and buddies from work. One of the guys was talking about his daughter who was getting her degree in college. My brother said my dad bragged about how I never finished college, but that I was an amazing artist who has done really well for herself without any help from him.
So deep down someplace he isn't a total rat bastard! I just wish he would say stuff sometimes. He did tell me after 9/11 when I was getting on a plane that he loved me. First time in my whole life that I ever heard those words out of his mouth. Never even to my mother. I didn't know what to say. I just hugged him and walked away.
WildHoney said:
Jem
There are some good men out there, although they're rare..
You have siblings???
WildHoney said:Jem
What did you think of NI???
Sad_Girl said:
They say still waters run deep. I think thats true.
Sounds like he just doesn't know how to relate. Sad for both of you, really. But you're dealing with it in a good way.
Russty Cat said:Thanks you guys! I do feel alot better about how I look then I have in years. I'm alot more comfortable in my skin.
Jemma you should totally do the piercing! I love mine. It is a bit easier to see now, I have a larger stud in it. But its still nice looking. I noticed it was a bit swollen this morning though. I've learned they can get caught on things easily! Mr. Cat and I were fucking about last night. I was pissed off and he kept poking me trying to get a rise out of me. So I smacked him really hard on the arse and ran! Bad thing is he cornered me out in the studio and we were wrestling around and my damn stud got stuck on his shirt! He didn't realize it was caught and he kept going at it! I finally punched him really hard in the side and told him to stop before he ripped the damn thing out. he felt really bad when he realized what had happened.
bonoishot said:
he handled us all quite well i think to say we were all giddy when we came back
loved his accent how you ever get anything done living with an accent like that i dont know
he was really nice you have a good one there
and the sunday roast
Sad_Girl said:
Owwwww
I have really really bad allergies; so as much as I've always wanted one, I know a nose piercing is out of the question for me. It looks so great on you though. I really do love the hair, too I used to want to do the shaved head and bangs thing, when I was younger. Now I know I don't like the way I look in short hair, so but it's still one of my favorite hair styles to look at