i thot it might be a television....and maybe i sort of saw wings....it made me think of the heart suitcase...
I couldn't tell it was fire up there! Oh like the Stay/angles idea
of course peace on earth..
oh it's been a long day...not bad, bad..
turns out i miss assembled part of my new fan last nite
...so icouldn't get the whole motorhousing/blades/grill onto the base's standing pole to .But I got it this eve! beforee iu traveled up here.
then i had yet ANOTHer intense dicussioon with my art teacer... he's sayiong I'm not getting what he's saying and I say yes i AM, even if i'm making a side point about some thing that could be 'put aside' for now.
He was saying I had a lot farther to go vs at my age vs younger competiition. and that during the past 11 years it's taken me to regain my art skills & some turnout [with a high imagination that is still somewhat slow factor and not all there yet]....i got to do this, this, this and THAT to be artistic and competitive these years ahead
That while i WASN';t able to do my art to much of a degree...he says the art world/commercial world also went through the
biggest paridigm switch and i'm way behind right now...but we're going to try to do some assignments he gives me some ifdeas for and I add more to it
he wants me to just be compleatly open to new ideas..expeiremnts... and get out of the "plans" "the way it shoud be" ideas I have in my head.so I'm game.. I've lost too much to give up now~
the guards getting cranky gotta go
be well all..