Whiny post ahead, read at your own risk.
[whine] I know part of the reason I've been in a grumpy mood. It's because of him (surprise
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You all know the history, since I tend to ramble about it incessantly.
That after a long period of not seeing him, I saw him a few weeks ago...then he called to say hi, but we couldn't see each other that night, sooo...
A few days later, for some inexplicable reason, I woke up feeling extremely hostile toward him. Then i went away for the weekend (last weekend)...when I got home, there were a couple of messages on my voice mail from him. I didn't respond. Since then, this week, he's called twice - one of the times was earlier tonight. I haven't answered or returned any calls.
I'm SO sick of this back and forth, and of me acting like psycho chick who can't make up her mind, so that's why I haven't been answering. I HATE that he has this power over me. Why can't I just say fuck you, and be done with it? Arrrgh.
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