opaltranquility
Acrobat
i've felt the need to express my feelings and thoughts about u2 for a while now...not to anyone in particular but to people who might understand what i think...
i rewarded myself tonight for doing homework on a friday by watching zootv...i watched peter pan so i can write my paper on it...and then zoo tv...i laid on the couch with a huge smile on my face caught up in the whole spectacle (ive seen it before, i just continue to be in awe haha)...i had to stop after mysterious ways because 1. my housemates showed up and i was risking embarassing myself if i kept watching haha 2. i was just feeling quite overwhelmed by it all...
watching it makes me wonder why it took me so long to "discover" the band...being born in 1980 i consider u2 to be background music to my life. some of my best memories, and some of my worst are associated to them...they've always been there, i just never quite noticed....
i feel like i've missed out on so much by "discovering" them so late...i have so much to learn, so much to catch up on. i'm expecting alot of u2 xmas gifts this year, since well...that's all i asked for hahaha
i think i've had a very strange history regarding u2. my first u2 cd was pop...i really enjoyed it at the time, until it became associated with bad memories and then sat in my cd rack until this summer. there were always u2 songs i liked, but when i bought the cds i hated them. i got joshua tree next, hated it. decided to get achtung baby, hated it. they sat on my cd rack. for some reason i decided to listen to achtung again one day, and was completely blown away. i still can't believe i could have EVER hated that cd LOL...but even still, i got atyclb around xmas last year...didn't really like it, didn't listen to it again until september. got zooropa this summer, didn't really like it. now i consider atyclb the only cd i own that makes me so completely happy. it's like i have this pattern where i'm not allowed to like a u2 album right away, it has to sit there for a while before i can be amazed...
so u2 announced the tour, and the buffalo date and i knew i had to go. even if the possibility existed that i wasn't going to be familiar with everything played, i knew i had to see them. if only because they are u2 one of the biggest bands in the world...tickets.com sucks, didn't get GA...waited until the last minute to get behind the stage 300 seats. it was still incredible. quickly took it's spot in the top 5 concerts ive ever seen. i appreciated u2 a thousand times more than i had, it really made me get into them alot more.
i mentioned that i feel like i've missed out so much, and i wonder why it took me so long to get into u2...my past "obsessions", as i lovingly call them, came at times when i needed them in my life...and i think again, this came to me when i needed it most.
the buffalo show isn't totally responsible for where i am now in my "relationship" with u2...it's been slowly building since then. the biggest factor in making me turn to u2 so much was everything that happened in september. i didn't lose anyone close to me, i only had a few connections to the area...but like everyone, i was effected by it all. that, plus other things going on in my life, was sort of too much for me to deal with. i found a salvation of sorts in u2's music. i really think they were the only thing preventing me from having a complete mental meltdown in september.
and then there was Hamilton. there was Hamilton which almost didn't happen. once again, no tickets for me. 3 days before the show i was given an offer for 1 GA ticket. i took it. i went to hamilton by myself (parents still dont know that haha), and experienced the best night of my life. i needed that concert so badly. i planned on going to hamilton with or without a ticket...it was the emotional release i needed. i have never been so happy in my life. and even since then... while i normally experience quite drastic post concert depression (which i thought i was alone in btw haha)...i didn't this time. it was really incredible, that for the first time in 6 years i was happy.
hamilton quickly took the throne of my concert listing...by far best concert i've ever been to, and i've been to quite a few.
i'm trying to resist becoming as "obsessed" with u2 as i have been with my other bands...i just can't afford it!!!...i feel myself slipping however. my bad. haha.
i don't know... but i'm just constantly in awe of them...sometimes bono is so beautiful i want to cry...and THAT is something my friends just DO NOT understand lol. i don't know...it's hard for me to explain.
and now...you've all corrupted me haha...now i am constantly refreshing pleba, and i find myself doing strange things...i catch myself about to say *is scandalized* outloud to my friends...i've been reading MPS all week, and it's infiltrating my brain.. i actually called my roommate "darling" today...and we're going to go to Martini-Gras in Buffalo...a martini party to celebrate Mardi Gras...i dreamed about the MPS!!!! i'm trying to get my roommate to convince her parents to let her go to Ireland with me for spring break....when i was watching peter pan, and each time they said "fly" i was like AHH!!! THE FLY!! zootv was my whole motivation to start working on my paper tonight...
wow...i'm not quite sure where that all came from...if you got through it THANK YOU!! i really enjoy pleba, even tho i've only been visiting a short time...puts a smile on my face. makes me feel like i am not alone! so THANK YOU GUYS!!!!
much love
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~sara
sle2@geneseo.edu
http://www.platinumcomplication.com
with my teeth at your back
and my tongue to tell you the sweetest lies
i rewarded myself tonight for doing homework on a friday by watching zootv...i watched peter pan so i can write my paper on it...and then zoo tv...i laid on the couch with a huge smile on my face caught up in the whole spectacle (ive seen it before, i just continue to be in awe haha)...i had to stop after mysterious ways because 1. my housemates showed up and i was risking embarassing myself if i kept watching haha 2. i was just feeling quite overwhelmed by it all...
watching it makes me wonder why it took me so long to "discover" the band...being born in 1980 i consider u2 to be background music to my life. some of my best memories, and some of my worst are associated to them...they've always been there, i just never quite noticed....
i feel like i've missed out on so much by "discovering" them so late...i have so much to learn, so much to catch up on. i'm expecting alot of u2 xmas gifts this year, since well...that's all i asked for hahaha
i think i've had a very strange history regarding u2. my first u2 cd was pop...i really enjoyed it at the time, until it became associated with bad memories and then sat in my cd rack until this summer. there were always u2 songs i liked, but when i bought the cds i hated them. i got joshua tree next, hated it. decided to get achtung baby, hated it. they sat on my cd rack. for some reason i decided to listen to achtung again one day, and was completely blown away. i still can't believe i could have EVER hated that cd LOL...but even still, i got atyclb around xmas last year...didn't really like it, didn't listen to it again until september. got zooropa this summer, didn't really like it. now i consider atyclb the only cd i own that makes me so completely happy. it's like i have this pattern where i'm not allowed to like a u2 album right away, it has to sit there for a while before i can be amazed...
so u2 announced the tour, and the buffalo date and i knew i had to go. even if the possibility existed that i wasn't going to be familiar with everything played, i knew i had to see them. if only because they are u2 one of the biggest bands in the world...tickets.com sucks, didn't get GA...waited until the last minute to get behind the stage 300 seats. it was still incredible. quickly took it's spot in the top 5 concerts ive ever seen. i appreciated u2 a thousand times more than i had, it really made me get into them alot more.
i mentioned that i feel like i've missed out so much, and i wonder why it took me so long to get into u2...my past "obsessions", as i lovingly call them, came at times when i needed them in my life...and i think again, this came to me when i needed it most.
the buffalo show isn't totally responsible for where i am now in my "relationship" with u2...it's been slowly building since then. the biggest factor in making me turn to u2 so much was everything that happened in september. i didn't lose anyone close to me, i only had a few connections to the area...but like everyone, i was effected by it all. that, plus other things going on in my life, was sort of too much for me to deal with. i found a salvation of sorts in u2's music. i really think they were the only thing preventing me from having a complete mental meltdown in september.
and then there was Hamilton. there was Hamilton which almost didn't happen. once again, no tickets for me. 3 days before the show i was given an offer for 1 GA ticket. i took it. i went to hamilton by myself (parents still dont know that haha), and experienced the best night of my life. i needed that concert so badly. i planned on going to hamilton with or without a ticket...it was the emotional release i needed. i have never been so happy in my life. and even since then... while i normally experience quite drastic post concert depression (which i thought i was alone in btw haha)...i didn't this time. it was really incredible, that for the first time in 6 years i was happy.
hamilton quickly took the throne of my concert listing...by far best concert i've ever been to, and i've been to quite a few.
i'm trying to resist becoming as "obsessed" with u2 as i have been with my other bands...i just can't afford it!!!...i feel myself slipping however. my bad. haha.
i don't know... but i'm just constantly in awe of them...sometimes bono is so beautiful i want to cry...and THAT is something my friends just DO NOT understand lol. i don't know...it's hard for me to explain.
and now...you've all corrupted me haha...now i am constantly refreshing pleba, and i find myself doing strange things...i catch myself about to say *is scandalized* outloud to my friends...i've been reading MPS all week, and it's infiltrating my brain.. i actually called my roommate "darling" today...and we're going to go to Martini-Gras in Buffalo...a martini party to celebrate Mardi Gras...i dreamed about the MPS!!!! i'm trying to get my roommate to convince her parents to let her go to Ireland with me for spring break....when i was watching peter pan, and each time they said "fly" i was like AHH!!! THE FLY!! zootv was my whole motivation to start working on my paper tonight...
wow...i'm not quite sure where that all came from...if you got through it THANK YOU!! i really enjoy pleba, even tho i've only been visiting a short time...puts a smile on my face. makes me feel like i am not alone! so THANK YOU GUYS!!!!
much love
------------------
~sara
sle2@geneseo.edu
http://www.platinumcomplication.com
with my teeth at your back
and my tongue to tell you the sweetest lies