Bluey, I'm sorry to hear that
I can't give you much advice, but I know you're a smart, talented person and you'll turn this new beginning into something really wonderful. Also, whenever something goes wrong in my life, I have an awesome friend who sings this to me and it helps enormously:
Who can turn the world on with her smile?
Who can take a nothing day,
And suddenly make it all seem worthwhile?
well it's you girl and you should know it,
with each glance and every little movement you show it
Love is all around no need to waste it
You can have the town,
Why don't you take it
You're gonna make it after all
You're gonna make it after all
How will you make it on your own?
This world is awfully big
and girl this time you're on your own
But it's time you started living
It's time you let someone else do some giving
Love is all around, no need to waste it
You can have the town why don't you take it?
You're gonna make it after all
You're gonna make it after all
*hugs*