Uncertainty

[Ava Adore]

It's hard to know what's there
It hurts to think what might not be
All this uncertainty
Is tearing up the inside of me.

I didn't even want to go
Isn't that always the way?
I wanted to close my eyes and be
Alone with my dreams that day.

But something drew me there
I was so unaware of what was waiting
Now I am confused and lost and
left, with these feelings I am fighting.

All these plans I have
They are so important to me
And I can't help but believe
That there is more to this life I see.

I must have faith, need to hold on
To all my dreams, hopes and desires.
Put trust in myself, my beliefs
and stop trying to put out all these fires.

Do you belive in fate?
In that one predetermined trail,
The place where lies our destiny
that soothes our soul when we fail?

There is so much in life
to question, so much to be afraid of
the little things, they hold me in
from looking beyond, and finding love.

I don't know who you are
Or what it is you could mean to me,
But I think I am ready to try
To take that plunge into my destiny....


... to be continued.

 

[BabyGrace]

you sound like you need to listen to Lifehouse. ever heard them? one of my fave bands; wish they'd come out with another album soon.

tormenting poem, Ava, you phrased those feelings very well..

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I sing beneath the shadow of your wings...

 

[Alisaura]

That is very well articulated.... I've definately been there, or somewhere very like it.
Zooropa is one of my favourite albums for that reason.

Uncertainty can be your guiding light

 

[ACROB@T]

I didn't even want to go
Isn't that always the way?
I wanted to close my eyes and be
Alone with my dreams that day