thoughts

[BabyGrace]

this is not meant to be a poem
just something my egocentric mind has to let go of
~*~*~*~
I actually took a moment last night
to go back and listen
to the quiet words I never heard
and I can't forgive myself
sometimes I feel pain too much
I ran upstairs
under the warm shower
I bit my lip
I didn't want them to see me cry
alone in my room
I couldn't help it
I cried for you and for what I never was to you
I wish I could say
that life may not be yours
but what doesn't belong to you can never be taken from you
not my place, not my time
for I am just a friend in mind
I feel more than I ever should
please, I wish I knew what was wrong with me
but I wish more that you knew
someone loves you
an invisible friend
~*~*~*~
When I was 16 I thought the world revolved around me; I was wrong



[This message has been edited by BabyGrace (edited 02-03-2001).]

 

[frogbat]

since when has egocentricism been a problem to the arts...

"please, I wish I knew what was wrong with me
but I wish more that you knew
someone loves you
an invisible friend"

 

[BabyGrace]

of course it's a problem with the arts...and I'm an artist I guess

but I think it's too much of a problem with me. I'm stuck in my own little moment and I forget about others

and then when I remember, it hurts too much

I wish I could be a better person to everyone who has been so good to me...and to the whole world

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Everyone argues, then we do what I say.
-Bono

 

[The Wanderer]

from what I can see, I think if you just continue being the person you are, with what you are about and the things you feel inside, you will do a great service to the people in your life and world around you

 

[popkidu2]

just being can be the greatest gift you can give to others

 

[BabyGrace]

thank you...I don't deserve complements like that

I really am at a loss for words; I don't know what to say

except that I have found some really special people here and I thank God for that

much love to all...you mean a lot to me

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Everyone argues, then we do what I say.
-Bono