bicyclingfish
The Fly
on life, love, and living in peace.
Friends, and all of you are friends, the news I have for you all. There are things that I have seen and done, words that I have heard and spoke, places that I've went and explored...
There was a time when the world seemed so confusing to me. Events that shook my very soul, people who rocked my entire universe... all those things are so close to me now, and I want to tell you about them all.
I have stood on top the highest mountain in the Rockies and seen the deepest valley of the Mississippi... I have held the hands of whites and blacks, of rich and poor, of the educated and the ignorant, of the alive and the dead... I have wanted and waited and lusted after and withheld... all the while thinking of you, my friends, my family.
I cannot feel your skin, I cannot watch your lips, I cannot see your expressions or even hold your hand. I am a dreamer, and you are my dreams. You are my heart and my soul. You are a hundred thousand lonely nights and a million long days of work and imprisonment, of construction and restriction, of happiness and of hurt...
I watched a bird build its nest of leaf, twig, string, and the sinue of a dead animal. Of all of these, I liken you to the sinue. I do not know your life, I do not know your dreams, I do not know your world. However, I do know that you have changed me world, you have changed my dreams, you have changed my life simply by being alive.
I come to you tonight to write for this place, in this time, and to you people. I write that there is nothing within these walls to confine me any longer. Now I must stand up, speak out, hold up and hand out who I really am and I what I really want to do.
I want to see the face of God.
I want to feel the love of humanity.
I want to dream the dreams of a thousand lost dreams.
I want to touch the face of eternity.
I want to walk in contemplation of all things, understand all ways, know every thing...
This is what I understand on life: all things are alive. All of life is experience. All experience is God. God is love.
This is what I understand of love: all things are love. The earth, the people, the animals, all of the universe is love. There is nothing that exists without love, there is nothing that wants other than love, and although we may not be able to see or understand what that love is, it is.
Love is all things in all ways. Always.
This is what I understand of living in peace: peace is within. It is within me and it is within you. It is within the tornado and it is within the earthquake. Peace is within the nonviolent as it is within the killer.
Our lives are for us to experience the life, love, and peace of the universe, of God, of eternity.
Taste then, touch as you may, and feel what you will as you journey throughout your life and your universe. Know always- in all ways- that the life, the love, and the peace is within you, surrounds you, and goes through you, for ever and forever.
Always, and in all ways, I am in sincere gratitude for your understanding, patience and acceptance.
[This message has been edited by bicyclingfish (edited 10-28-2000).]
Friends, and all of you are friends, the news I have for you all. There are things that I have seen and done, words that I have heard and spoke, places that I've went and explored...
There was a time when the world seemed so confusing to me. Events that shook my very soul, people who rocked my entire universe... all those things are so close to me now, and I want to tell you about them all.
I have stood on top the highest mountain in the Rockies and seen the deepest valley of the Mississippi... I have held the hands of whites and blacks, of rich and poor, of the educated and the ignorant, of the alive and the dead... I have wanted and waited and lusted after and withheld... all the while thinking of you, my friends, my family.
I cannot feel your skin, I cannot watch your lips, I cannot see your expressions or even hold your hand. I am a dreamer, and you are my dreams. You are my heart and my soul. You are a hundred thousand lonely nights and a million long days of work and imprisonment, of construction and restriction, of happiness and of hurt...
I watched a bird build its nest of leaf, twig, string, and the sinue of a dead animal. Of all of these, I liken you to the sinue. I do not know your life, I do not know your dreams, I do not know your world. However, I do know that you have changed me world, you have changed my dreams, you have changed my life simply by being alive.
I come to you tonight to write for this place, in this time, and to you people. I write that there is nothing within these walls to confine me any longer. Now I must stand up, speak out, hold up and hand out who I really am and I what I really want to do.
I want to see the face of God.
I want to feel the love of humanity.
I want to dream the dreams of a thousand lost dreams.
I want to touch the face of eternity.
I want to walk in contemplation of all things, understand all ways, know every thing...
This is what I understand on life: all things are alive. All of life is experience. All experience is God. God is love.
This is what I understand of love: all things are love. The earth, the people, the animals, all of the universe is love. There is nothing that exists without love, there is nothing that wants other than love, and although we may not be able to see or understand what that love is, it is.
Love is all things in all ways. Always.
This is what I understand of living in peace: peace is within. It is within me and it is within you. It is within the tornado and it is within the earthquake. Peace is within the nonviolent as it is within the killer.
Our lives are for us to experience the life, love, and peace of the universe, of God, of eternity.
Taste then, touch as you may, and feel what you will as you journey throughout your life and your universe. Know always- in all ways- that the life, the love, and the peace is within you, surrounds you, and goes through you, for ever and forever.
Always, and in all ways, I am in sincere gratitude for your understanding, patience and acceptance.
[This message has been edited by bicyclingfish (edited 10-28-2000).]