popkidu2
War Child
sorry i know this isn't the right place to past this but i dont know where else i would and i just need to say something because im lying in bed and my head is driving me fucking crazy right now at 2am.
im fucking tired of being hurt. im tired of feeling like im second class. it fucking hurts. it just fucking hurts. im sick of hearing the same thing over and over. i dont want to be told that some day ill find that special someone when everyone i fall in love with rejects me. dont tell me its the wrong time in your life. dont tell me its not me. dont fucking lie to me or make up excuses. dont try and hide me from the truth. just fucking say it. just say youre not attracted to me. please, just fucking say it and be done with it.
im fucking tired of having people i have no feelings for fall for me and falling for people who have no feelings for me. its fucking sick and twisted and it just makes me hurt so deep inside i dont know what to do with this pain. id punch a wall if i thought it would make me feel better but it wont. nothing will make it go away.
im 25 and ive never been in love. my whole life ive never been in a proper relationship. im not ugly. im not socially awkward. im a fucking normal guy with good looks who does normal fucking things. what the fuck is wrong with me. what is it???? i dont fucking understand and it makes me so god damn angry i cant fucking tell you. im sick and fucking tired of it. fuck fuck fuck.
im away this weekend so theres no way im gonna reply to this cause i couldnt even if i wanted. whatever. sorry for being so depressing. ttyl.
im fucking tired of being hurt. im tired of feeling like im second class. it fucking hurts. it just fucking hurts. im sick of hearing the same thing over and over. i dont want to be told that some day ill find that special someone when everyone i fall in love with rejects me. dont tell me its the wrong time in your life. dont tell me its not me. dont fucking lie to me or make up excuses. dont try and hide me from the truth. just fucking say it. just say youre not attracted to me. please, just fucking say it and be done with it.
im fucking tired of having people i have no feelings for fall for me and falling for people who have no feelings for me. its fucking sick and twisted and it just makes me hurt so deep inside i dont know what to do with this pain. id punch a wall if i thought it would make me feel better but it wont. nothing will make it go away.
im 25 and ive never been in love. my whole life ive never been in a proper relationship. im not ugly. im not socially awkward. im a fucking normal guy with good looks who does normal fucking things. what the fuck is wrong with me. what is it???? i dont fucking understand and it makes me so god damn angry i cant fucking tell you. im sick and fucking tired of it. fuck fuck fuck.
im away this weekend so theres no way im gonna reply to this cause i couldnt even if i wanted. whatever. sorry for being so depressing. ttyl.