Four Eyes

[cell]

In classes and playground
I keep my head down
I can't make eye contact
Its the worst I can do
Somedays were good
Those were a rarity
other days plain shit
I felt like an animal
being led to slaughter
Kids they taunt me
Cruelty their game
Their words and jokes
injure my soul
Stupid, Freak, Retard, Four Eyes
Those were my names
Please leave me alone
I've done nothing to you
Why can't you be nice to me?
There were days I wanted to yell
Go fuck yourself and then your mother
I wanted to scream
Yes I'm different, so what?
Is that so bad?

Sleep is my comfort
Music my only escape
Please mom, let me stay home
If you only knew what goes on
So sick of the pain
I can't handle this anymore
Can't I just go one day
Without all the namecalling
and mean games?
Please God, just one day
Too much to ask?
I thought so too
Maybe there's a reason
I had to go thru this shit
Whatever doesnt kill me
Makes me stronger
Who the hell came up with that?
Maybe its true
and some days its not
When will I heal?
The pain doesnt stop
Bad memories, painful reminders
Run through my head sometimes
Should be a thing of the past
I should forget it
Put it behind me
How do I do that?

 

[ghetofabu]

I can relate to this.

Esp. this one:
Sleep is my comfort

 

[Stories for Boys]

Bad memories, painful reminders
Run through my head sometimes
Should be a thing of the past
I should forget it
Put it behind me
How do I do that?

rings true for me and you