First Time Here....Be Nice - Page 9

EdgeVox · 05-14-2003, 03:49 PM

Prayed I would find you
Before my blues found me
How strong do I have to be?
To tired to sleep, both night and day
Jesus, don't leave me alone with my demons
They've got so much to say
While last time we talked, we both walked away
Feel so goddamned blue
Shaking, like I need a fix
Can't remember the last time I was hungry
Jesus, don't leave me alone with my demons
They've got so much to say
Feeling so tired, I think I may know a way....

EdgeVox · 05-16-2003, 02:28 AM

So I talked to the other guy today
Denied, everything, denied
You know how I get
I guess you weren't afraid to tell
I've never seen cowardice at point blank
I'd laugh if I wasn't so goddamned depressed
Fuck, I gave you everything I had
But I'm gone, babe, too far gone
Cheers babe
One more night of misery
Cheers girl
One more night of sweet revenge
Cheers darling
You'll cry when I'm done with him
Cheers......to fists and cigarettes
Whiskey coursing through my veins
Lord, I love being numb
Cheers love, to dirty kisses and broken glasses
One drink for every time you've lied to me
Oh sweet girl you bring the worst out in me everytime....

beegee · 05-16-2003, 11:01 AM

Quote:

Originally posted by EdgeVox
dirty kisses and broken glasses

i love, love, love, love this.

i'll leave the rest of it alone.
my foul mood has returned with a vengeance.

beegee · 05-23-2003, 03:02 PM

poquito mas, por favor?

EdgeVox · 06-09-2003, 03:47 AM

thought about calling you last night
when the whiskey hit my head
you know drinking thins the blood?
considered bleeding to death
with a cigarette in my mouth
yeah that's how I wanna die
strangely enough this is the best I've felt in a long long time
guess I'm just funny
I sit there counting the days til the next storm
god, I need the rain
that way I can way I can walk around all angsty and think of you
I'm so tired
so so tired, babe
I'm going to bed and sleep til I feel like waking up

beegee · 06-16-2003, 04:30 AM

Quote:

Originally posted by EdgeVox
that way I can walk around all angsty and think of you

this line is so damn cute. it makes me crazy.
oh, and tumbleweed, don't bleed to death until you finish the whiskey, ok?

~la vicia.

EdgeVox · 06-17-2003, 10:44 AM

Tomorrow,
I can't fucking wait to start again,
I can't wait to know better,
I can't wait to forget you,
I can't wait to drink all the whiskey in new england,
I can't wait to feel desperately lonely,
I can't wait to be stereotyped,
I can't wait to find myself,
I can't wait to fall for you again,
I can't wait to get into a fight over stupid shit,
I can't wait to find out whether I'm worth a damn,
I can't wait to kick open the door,
I can't wait to conform for a while,
I can't wait to freeze my ass off at night,
I can't wait to take advantage,
I can't wait to be underestimated,
I can't wait to continue my pissing contest with God,
I can't wait to start living my life
I can't wait to find you.......

beegee · 06-18-2003, 12:06 PM

fly east. go, go...
but remain close,
and stay safe tonight.

EdgeVox · 06-24-2003, 08:51 PM

It's alright to step into the light
I'm used to running through the dark
My eyes burn on breaking through
I got no bottles to hide behind anymore
I ain't got no tears to cry no more
I just want to get on with my life
Before I stop giving a fuck
Out here there's so many trees
So many places to hide from my troubles
Why can't I be happy?
Lord, why won't I forget you
I noticed there's no stars out here, just darkness
I'm trying really hard to stay focused
I'm bleeding myself to stay bright
I'm not going to fucking burn out anytime soon
Lord, you're either with me or against me
I'm not going anywhere til it all makes sense....

EdgeVox · 06-29-2003, 07:51 PM

Well it's another windy sunday
Hell everyday feels the same
I'm breezing through my smokes
Like some slow burning suicide
That's what kissing you felt like
Feeling lonelier than usual
Night's greedy arms engulfing the sun
Leaves me jealous of it's embrace
The stars burn out nobly
I know exactly how they feel
Last time I looked outside
The trees swayed gently in the wind
Indifferent to the burning world
I know exactly how they feel
I can smell the thick ocean air
Coming in through the emissary rivers
Coursing through the earth like the lifeline's in my soul
Waiting for the epiphanies in your eyes
The secrets of your soul
Lie untouched in my wispful memory
Sweet sweet girl
You broke my heart
And I couldn't love you more for it...

beegee · 06-29-2003, 09:26 PM

Quote:

Originally posted by EdgeVox
Sweet sweet girl
You broke my heart
And I couldn't love you more for it...

right now, at this moment, this made me cry.
your words...like aspirin...

hiphop · 07-01-2003, 12:52 AM

EdgeVox, your work is brilliant.

beegee · 07-01-2003, 01:00 AM

si...yo comprende todo que dicho.

EdgeVox · 07-01-2003, 03:25 AM

Oh darling
It's getting late
Too late to sleep
You left the room
As quickly as you came in
Take all the sweetness too
Leave me in the dark with the smoke and tears
I've seen too much with my tired eyes
Lived too many days with my youth
Wasted too many nights with you
So bring me a candle and a glass
I'll toast to your shadows
Still hanging on to your ghost, love
Your memory keeps good company
As long as the whiskey doesn't run dry
I'm happy
I remember how we used to smoke and dance til the moon gave out
I smile and pour another as the sun comes up
Your shadow's gone too...

EdgeVox · 07-01-2003, 03:40 AM

She wore wildflowers in her hair
To match her cinammon smile
My baby my tart
Bittersweet kisses and long nights
Oh we had ourselves a time
Just livin and dancing through the days
Bittersweet kisses and long nights
The hell with the consequences
Rain'll never catch us now
Nights turned into day
Oh how I loved my girl
Rode with the devil at sundown
Slept til the stars came a callin'
Had ourselves a good time...

EdgeVox · 07-14-2003, 07:22 AM

Fog's lifting
Sun's washing up on the shore of the day
It's time for me to go, love
I make coffee
I take your smokes
Can't find my zippo
I find a gin soaked napkin
Write "my sleeping baby blues..."
Can't think of anything else
It's easy to leave
Impossible to not come back
I'll get sick of being alone
Will you open your door again
Will you let me into your bed
Will you hold me when I'm crying
Will you ever wise up and leave, girl
I'm no good, I told you when we met
I love that you smiled and kissed me
I'll always love you for trying
"my sleeping baby blues"....

beegee · 07-14-2003, 10:52 AM

it's so beautiful. it's perfect.
it makes me think of...wow.

nice job.

EdgeVox · 07-23-2003, 04:11 PM

Do you give a fuck?
How much are you worth today?
How far are you willing to go?
Would you give up everything
I didn't think so
Been raining all week
Could it have been a better life
Could you have seen it coming
Could you have been mine

It's raining stars out tonight
The air's heavy and lifeless
Feels like it did when I died
I'm not sure if I gave it my all
I'd like to think I did
I have no regrets except the ones you gave me
Just broken glass and flowers from your hair
I loved drinking with you til dawn
Just meaningless gorgeous chatter
Could I have seen it coming
Could you have been mine

EdgeVox · 08-17-2003, 01:05 PM

Everything's different now
Yet you're still the same
Still felt devoted to you
Even though you've broken me too many times
I can't stand my bullshit chivalry
That's what you do to me
I can't help but be indebted to you for the sorrow I've drowned in
I wouldn't trade any of that for anything
I found the higher ground
I don't want it
I want to swim through your gutters
I want to be in the mud
I want to embrace hell
If that's where you'll be
I'll follow you down
Stay with you while we both drown
I don't want you to face anything alone
I won't rescue you if you don't want me to
Let's just stay a while....

beegee · 08-17-2003, 03:32 PM

hola, you.
it's wonderful, as usual.

"I found the higher ground
I don't want it
I want to swim through your gutters
I want to be in the mud
I want to embrace hell
If that's where you'll be
I'll follow you down
Stay with you while we both drown"

i love that so much.

05-14-2003, 03:49 PM	#161
EdgeVox War Child Join Date: Aug 2000 Location: Texas/Mexico Posts: 903 Local Time: 05:41 PM	Prayed I would find you Before my blues found me How strong do I have to be? To tired to sleep, both night and day Jesus, don't leave me alone with my demons They've got so much to say While last time we talked, we both walked away Feel so goddamned blue Shaking, like I need a fix Can't remember the last time I was hungry Jesus, don't leave me alone with my demons They've got so much to say Feeling so tired, I think I may know a way.... __________________

05-16-2003, 02:28 AM	#162
EdgeVox War Child Join Date: Aug 2000 Location: Texas/Mexico Posts: 903 Local Time: 05:41 PM	So I talked to the other guy today Denied, everything, denied You know how I get I guess you weren't afraid to tell I've never seen cowardice at point blank I'd laugh if I wasn't so goddamned depressed Fuck, I gave you everything I had But I'm gone, babe, too far gone Cheers babe One more night of misery Cheers girl One more night of sweet revenge Cheers darling You'll cry when I'm done with him Cheers......to fists and cigarettes Whiskey coursing through my veins Lord, I love being numb Cheers love, to dirty kisses and broken glasses One drink for every time you've lied to me Oh sweet girl you bring the worst out in me everytime.... __________________

08-17-2003, 03:32 PM	#180
beegee Neon Zebra Join Date: Jan 2003 Location: southern nevada Posts: 10,615 Local Time: 03:41 PM	hola, you. it's wonderful, as usual. "I found the higher ground I don't want it I want to swim through your gutters I want to be in the mud I want to embrace hell If that's where you'll be I'll follow you down Stay with you while we both drown" i love that so much. __________________

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05-23-2003, 03:02 PM	#164
beegee Neon Zebra Join Date: Jan 2003 Location: southern nevada Posts: 10,615 Local Time: 03:41 PM	poquito mas, por favor?

06-09-2003, 03:47 AM	#165
EdgeVox War Child Join Date: Aug 2000 Location: Texas/Mexico Posts: 903 Local Time: 05:41 PM	thought about calling you last night when the whiskey hit my head you know drinking thins the blood? considered bleeding to death with a cigarette in my mouth yeah that's how I wanna die strangely enough this is the best I've felt in a long long time guess I'm just funny I sit there counting the days til the next storm god, I need the rain that way I can way I can walk around all angsty and think of you I'm so tired so so tired, babe I'm going to bed and sleep til I feel like waking up

06-17-2003, 10:44 AM	#167
EdgeVox War Child Join Date: Aug 2000 Location: Texas/Mexico Posts: 903 Local Time: 05:41 PM	Tomorrow, I can't fucking wait to start again, I can't wait to know better, I can't wait to forget you, I can't wait to drink all the whiskey in new england, I can't wait to feel desperately lonely, I can't wait to be stereotyped, I can't wait to find myself, I can't wait to fall for you again, I can't wait to get into a fight over stupid shit, I can't wait to find out whether I'm worth a damn, I can't wait to kick open the door, I can't wait to conform for a while, I can't wait to freeze my ass off at night, I can't wait to take advantage, I can't wait to be underestimated, I can't wait to continue my pissing contest with God, I can't wait to start living my life I can't wait to find you.......

06-18-2003, 12:06 PM	#168
beegee Neon Zebra Join Date: Jan 2003 Location: southern nevada Posts: 10,615 Local Time: 03:41 PM	fly east. go, go... but remain close, and stay safe tonight.

06-24-2003, 08:51 PM	#169
EdgeVox War Child Join Date: Aug 2000 Location: Texas/Mexico Posts: 903 Local Time: 05:41 PM	It's alright to step into the light I'm used to running through the dark My eyes burn on breaking through I got no bottles to hide behind anymore I ain't got no tears to cry no more I just want to get on with my life Before I stop giving a fuck Out here there's so many trees So many places to hide from my troubles Why can't I be happy? Lord, why won't I forget you I noticed there's no stars out here, just darkness I'm trying really hard to stay focused I'm bleeding myself to stay bright I'm not going to fucking burn out anytime soon Lord, you're either with me or against me I'm not going anywhere til it all makes sense....

06-29-2003, 07:51 PM	#170
EdgeVox War Child Join Date: Aug 2000 Location: Texas/Mexico Posts: 903 Local Time: 05:41 PM	Well it's another windy sunday Hell everyday feels the same I'm breezing through my smokes Like some slow burning suicide That's what kissing you felt like Feeling lonelier than usual Night's greedy arms engulfing the sun Leaves me jealous of it's embrace The stars burn out nobly I know exactly how they feel Last time I looked outside The trees swayed gently in the wind Indifferent to the burning world I know exactly how they feel I can smell the thick ocean air Coming in through the emissary rivers Coursing through the earth like the lifeline's in my soul Waiting for the epiphanies in your eyes The secrets of your soul Lie untouched in my wispful memory Sweet sweet girl You broke my heart And I couldn't love you more for it...

07-01-2003, 12:52 AM	#172
hiphop Rock n' Roll Doggie ALL ACCESS Join Date: Apr 2001 Location: in the jungle Posts: 7,410 Local Time: 12:41 AM	EdgeVox, your work is brilliant.

07-01-2003, 01:00 AM	#173
beegee Neon Zebra Join Date: Jan 2003 Location: southern nevada Posts: 10,615 Local Time: 03:41 PM	si...yo comprende todo que dicho.

07-01-2003, 03:25 AM	#174
EdgeVox War Child Join Date: Aug 2000 Location: Texas/Mexico Posts: 903 Local Time: 05:41 PM	Oh darling It's getting late Too late to sleep You left the room As quickly as you came in Take all the sweetness too Leave me in the dark with the smoke and tears I've seen too much with my tired eyes Lived too many days with my youth Wasted too many nights with you So bring me a candle and a glass I'll toast to your shadows Still hanging on to your ghost, love Your memory keeps good company As long as the whiskey doesn't run dry I'm happy I remember how we used to smoke and dance til the moon gave out I smile and pour another as the sun comes up Your shadow's gone too...

07-01-2003, 03:40 AM	#175
EdgeVox War Child Join Date: Aug 2000 Location: Texas/Mexico Posts: 903 Local Time: 05:41 PM	She wore wildflowers in her hair To match her cinammon smile My baby my tart Bittersweet kisses and long nights Oh we had ourselves a time Just livin and dancing through the days Bittersweet kisses and long nights The hell with the consequences Rain'll never catch us now Nights turned into day Oh how I loved my girl Rode with the devil at sundown Slept til the stars came a callin' Had ourselves a good time...

07-14-2003, 07:22 AM	#176
EdgeVox War Child Join Date: Aug 2000 Location: Texas/Mexico Posts: 903 Local Time: 05:41 PM	Fog's lifting Sun's washing up on the shore of the day It's time for me to go, love I make coffee I take your smokes Can't find my zippo I find a gin soaked napkin Write "my sleeping baby blues..." Can't think of anything else It's easy to leave Impossible to not come back I'll get sick of being alone Will you open your door again Will you let me into your bed Will you hold me when I'm crying Will you ever wise up and leave, girl I'm no good, I told you when we met I love that you smiled and kissed me I'll always love you for trying "my sleeping baby blues"....

07-14-2003, 10:52 AM	#177
beegee Neon Zebra Join Date: Jan 2003 Location: southern nevada Posts: 10,615 Local Time: 03:41 PM	it's so beautiful. it's perfect. it makes me think of...wow. nice job.

07-23-2003, 04:11 PM	#178
EdgeVox War Child Join Date: Aug 2000 Location: Texas/Mexico Posts: 903 Local Time: 05:41 PM	Do you give a fuck? How much are you worth today? How far are you willing to go? Would you give up everything I didn't think so Been raining all week Could it have been a better life Could you have seen it coming Could you have been mine It's raining stars out tonight The air's heavy and lifeless Feels like it did when I died I'm not sure if I gave it my all I'd like to think I did I have no regrets except the ones you gave me Just broken glass and flowers from your hair I loved drinking with you til dawn Just meaningless gorgeous chatter Could I have seen it coming Could you have been mine

08-17-2003, 01:05 PM	#179
EdgeVox War Child Join Date: Aug 2000 Location: Texas/Mexico Posts: 903 Local Time: 05:41 PM	Everything's different now Yet you're still the same Still felt devoted to you Even though you've broken me too many times I can't stand my bullshit chivalry That's what you do to me I can't help but be indebted to you for the sorrow I've drowned in I wouldn't trade any of that for anything I found the higher ground I don't want it I want to swim through your gutters I want to be in the mud I want to embrace hell If that's where you'll be I'll follow you down Stay with you while we both drown I don't want you to face anything alone I won't rescue you if you don't want me to Let's just stay a while....