First Time Here....Be Nice - Page 15

EdgeVox · 01-07-2009, 12:57 PM

Looking for a new me
Someone who wouldn’t be afraid to call
the old out one out on bullshit
I’m pretty sick of being sick of myself
Reboot yourself
Karmic molting
Let me slip out of these sins
And into something that isn’t set to Self-Destruct
No smoking
No drinking
No more caterwauling
Just a galvanizing jump into the icy waters of the unknown
No sleeping pills
No midnight jaunts
No IOU’s to Jesus
It’s been in my hands for the longest time
It’s hard to see what you’ve got when your fists are clenched
Sick of the rain
Sick of disregarding the lessons my father taught me
Sick of neglecting my mother’s pain
My family
My insane wonderful strong family
I have spurned you for too long
What is redemption when you ain’t even sure you’re alive to begin with
Been carrying my cross for too long
Been wasting my life shedding tears for what was never mine
You were always the one
You were always just outside my reach
My darling
My pariah
My spanish rose
Sit with me with for a while
And help me think of something worth saying
Something that’ll leave a mark..

BonoFox1 · 01-09-2009, 02:13 AM

^

EdgeVox · 01-30-2009, 03:50 PM

15 Minutes
That's what you get
You had a hold ahold of my attention span
I can't help my ADD libido
It's a cliche
I'm a contradiction
How quirky
Actually no
It's no longer interesting
I'm holding my own head underwater
Equal effort in trying to drown & breathe
Breathe
Take a really long breath
Soak in all of this cancer and bile
Take this cigarette and breathe in it's nihilism
Cancer will kill you but at least it's true
No ambivalence here
Take this whiskey and silence your soul
Nothing ever got done by crying about it
Shut up and walk right up to that firing range
Man up
"Shoot coward, you're only killing a man"
What a great thing to say on your way to the resurrection
Man up and carry your cross
It makes you more interesting
When you're a miserable bastard
Fuck that
I'm done being interesting
I'm done..

EdgeVox · 05-14-2009, 01:34 AM

I am stunned
Toppled
Defeated
I am absolutely devastated
Bravado
Braggadocio
Broken
I almost want to take my hat off
And smile at being bested
I'm fucking floored
It's humbling to the point of cruelty
To give yourself completely
I could feel myself smothering you
But I don't give a fuck
Because I'm worth something
I'm somebody
I'm a good person
I'm an excellent lover
I come from a good family
And I think I'm pretty good looking
Fuck you
Who are you to turn me down
I'm fucking done
I was unhappy
Had a bad feeling
So I ended things
I was so upset you didn't fight for us
That I fucked somebody and told you about it
You turned around and did the same
Holy shit, I wasn't expecting that
Ha ha
Idiot
Immature
Infantile
Infatuated
Smitten on rattlesnake poison
Tie me off
Stir me up
Get me off
Break my heart
Fuck me up
I'm devastated
I'm decimated
STOP....

RedRocksU2 · 05-14-2009, 01:35 AM

you fucking rock

EdgeVox · 05-19-2009, 02:21 PM

Those eyes cut a man in two
Empty beautiful vessel
Draped in designer clothes & cynicism
You were painted in all sorts of blues
Honey darling, you’ve got purity to spare
Save yourself from your worst instincts
You light yourself on fire
While everyone who cares about you
Watches in horror as you turn porcelain into ash
Like a burning star
Like a martyr’s kiss
You’re way too pretty to be this cruel
Honey I’m yours I’d stay true
Even with your lost little girl’s broken blues
My baby my cause
I could not see
That you had no desire
To stay true to me
Your ruby lips
Your slow burn legs
I’d crawl through glass to make you smile
I’d curse at God I’d raise hell
You’re way too pretty to be this cruel

01-07-2009, 12:57 PM	#281
EdgeVox War Child Join Date: Aug 2000 Location: Texas/Mexico Posts: 903 Local Time: 02:08 PM	Looking for a new me Someone who wouldn’t be afraid to call the old out one out on bullshit I’m pretty sick of being sick of myself Reboot yourself Karmic molting Let me slip out of these sins And into something that isn’t set to Self-Destruct No smoking No drinking No more caterwauling Just a galvanizing jump into the icy waters of the unknown No sleeping pills No midnight jaunts No IOU’s to Jesus It’s been in my hands for the longest time It’s hard to see what you’ve got when your fists are clenched Sick of the rain Sick of disregarding the lessons my father taught me Sick of neglecting my mother’s pain My family My insane wonderful strong family I have spurned you for too long What is redemption when you ain’t even sure you’re alive to begin with Been carrying my cross for too long Been wasting my life shedding tears for what was never mine You were always the one You were always just outside my reach My darling My pariah My spanish rose Sit with me with for a while And help me think of something worth saying Something that’ll leave a mark.. __________________

01-09-2009, 02:13 AM	#282
BonoFox1 Blue Crack Supplier Join Date: Dec 2003 Location: Earth to Blue Crack to Planet Fierce and back again Posts: 47,435 Local Time: 11:08 AM	^ __________________

05-19-2009, 02:21 PM	#286
EdgeVox War Child Join Date: Aug 2000 Location: Texas/Mexico Posts: 903 Local Time: 02:08 PM	Those eyes cut a man in two Empty beautiful vessel Draped in designer clothes & cynicism You were painted in all sorts of blues Honey darling, you’ve got purity to spare Save yourself from your worst instincts You light yourself on fire While everyone who cares about you Watches in horror as you turn porcelain into ash Like a burning star Like a martyr’s kiss You’re way too pretty to be this cruel Honey I’m yours I’d stay true Even with your lost little girl’s broken blues My baby my cause I could not see That you had no desire To stay true to me Your ruby lips Your slow burn legs I’d crawl through glass to make you smile I’d curse at God I’d raise hell You’re way too pretty to be this cruel __________________

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01-30-2009, 03:50 PM	#283
EdgeVox War Child Join Date: Aug 2000 Location: Texas/Mexico Posts: 903 Local Time: 02:08 PM	15 Minutes That's what you get You had a hold ahold of my attention span I can't help my ADD libido It's a cliche I'm a contradiction How quirky Actually no It's no longer interesting I'm holding my own head underwater Equal effort in trying to drown & breathe Breathe Take a really long breath Soak in all of this cancer and bile Take this cigarette and breathe in it's nihilism Cancer will kill you but at least it's true No ambivalence here Take this whiskey and silence your soul Nothing ever got done by crying about it Shut up and walk right up to that firing range Man up "Shoot coward, you're only killing a man" What a great thing to say on your way to the resurrection Man up and carry your cross It makes you more interesting When you're a miserable bastard Fuck that I'm done being interesting I'm done..

05-14-2009, 01:34 AM	#284
EdgeVox War Child Join Date: Aug 2000 Location: Texas/Mexico Posts: 903 Local Time: 02:08 PM	I am stunned Toppled Defeated I am absolutely devastated Bravado Braggadocio Broken I almost want to take my hat off And smile at being bested I'm fucking floored It's humbling to the point of cruelty To give yourself completely I could feel myself smothering you But I don't give a fuck Because I'm worth something I'm somebody I'm a good person I'm an excellent lover I come from a good family And I think I'm pretty good looking Fuck you Who are you to turn me down I'm fucking done I was unhappy Had a bad feeling So I ended things I was so upset you didn't fight for us That I fucked somebody and told you about it You turned around and did the same Holy shit, I wasn't expecting that Ha ha Idiot Immature Infantile Infatuated Smitten on rattlesnake poison Tie me off Stir me up Get me off Break my heart Fuck me up I'm devastated I'm decimated STOP....

05-14-2009, 01:35 AM	#285
RedRocksU2 Blue Crack Addict Join Date: Mar 2005 Location: Murrieta, CA. Posts: 26,437 Local Time: 12:08 PM	you fucking rock