First Time Here....Be Nice - Page 11

EdgeVox · 06-17-2004, 06:49 PM

It's 3:35 am and my city's on fire
Needle in my arm and gasoline through my veins
The world's coming on end all around me
I've got you on my mind, girl, and it ain't sweet
Had my heart in the gutter ever since you left it there
Got no flowers in my head, just pussy and Bukowski
You better run babe if you ever want to touch the sky
Bullets in my sweat and broken bottles in my soul
I never should've left you girl
I never should've left you girl
Let's drink broken kisses and breathe fire
Got nothing left for you steal
Dancing on rusty nails
My darling my sweet, my paen to misery
I'll always love you even as you're killing me
Even as you're killing me

my_kite · 06-17-2004, 06:51 PM

That's simply beautiful!! I wonder...is that kinda love real??

I wanna be loved like that!!

cONGRATS !! vERY VERY GOOD!!

my_kite · 06-17-2004, 06:55 PM

CAN i SHARE A BIT TOO??

The streets are shinning like the broken glass
With no wind, or rain, or dust to hurt my eyes
The sunlight burst throughout the wet grass
The one that kept the dream of no goodbyes

The breeze, I can feel it in my bones
It blows so out of range, without control
With no shame, so cold, just like the stones
No shame to freeze my heart and mind and soul

Still building the same old country club
The wanted place with no sorrow or pain
The one we used to go to find that fresh release
Freedom we hardly found, but still remains

Cute Irish Bono · 06-18-2004, 04:24 PM

That's good. It seems like is it about hope, is that true?

EdgeVox · 06-20-2004, 07:20 AM

Take a bow
And I know
That you'll always have that damned halo
I yearn for that tainted immunity
I worship your dirty deeds
I'm so sorry I wasn't there to catch you
I'd die to catch you before the night embraced you
I'm so sorry darling
I'm so lost without you
If you're my compass
And you're drowning
There's no finer place than hell
You're my blue altar
You're my favorite purgatory
I'll serve til he's satisfied
Satanic empathy
How much is that worth
I miss you already......

beegee · 06-26-2004, 11:01 PM

damn.

how did i miss this.

i'm stunned.
just at a glance i can see.

i am going to read them again and be back with my thoughts.

not that they matter much ... but what the hell.

EdgeVox · 07-12-2004, 09:28 PM

Almost lost a brother
Almost lost a brother
God has a hell of a way of getting your attention
I'm never going to be caught off guard again
I'm never going to let you taunt me from the other side
Take me down?
You can fucking try it...

beegee · 07-13-2004, 09:48 AM

you really should start a journal.

this place is overrun and your work gets buried.

EdgeVox · 07-20-2004, 09:32 AM

Ain't it strange to know that I'm a few hours away from your rainfall
Ain't it cruel that you wouldn't warn me
Ain't it funny the way you make me smile even while you're tearing us down
You always had it in you girl
You always had a mean streak and a killer smile
Or was it the other way around
Shake those blues, baby girl
Shake those careless lovin blues

Ain't it true the way the heart remembers the scars only
Ain't I a fool for falling for you
Trade up Texas skies for New York steel
Won't make no nevermind
Not with your love hangin' over me
Ain't it true you'll haunt me til the end of my days
I can't wait

beegee · 07-22-2004, 09:56 AM

later, texas. enjoy new york.

this is beautiful.

beautiful, beautiful, beautiful...

those careless lovin blues...

EdgeVox · 08-02-2004, 07:02 PM

Tuesday July 27, 2004 3:30 am

Somebody asked me if I knew what I was in my past life,
I answered, "A cowboy or a poet"
I didn't realize how ridiculous that sounded til later that night
Ridiculous in the sense that both represent romantic illusions that involve wandering and philosophy
I long for a sense of purpose
I feel like I'm just killing time
Til I feel something real
It's 3 am on 25th and 3rd Avenue
The Clash are on the radio
And once again I'm lost
Low lit room with smokes and rosary beads
I don't remember how to pray
I don't remember how to love
I can be witty and hold my liquor
I can drink whiskey til dawn
And love a woman til the stars burn
I cling to drinking, fucking, because the thought of being alone with my demons and doubts terrifies me
I'm too tired to walk in tot the sea
but I'd run into towers of fire
Lost my bearings when you left me
And once again I'm lost......

EdgeVox · 08-02-2004, 07:07 PM

Wednesday July 27, 2004 2:15 am

Had a nightmare last night
I tossed in my bed and heard the wooden base creak
I awoke facing darkness
I have never been so afraid
I turned to turn on the light
I couldn't find it
Fumbling and clawing through the darkness
Futility
Lovelorn
Playing hard to get with God rests on my weary shoulders
I've never felt so fucking alone
And I'm okay with that
What does that mean?

EdgeVox · 08-02-2004, 07:12 PM

Sunday August 1st, 2004

City lights and city blues
Little girls, pills and booze
Pick me up some cigarettes
Yeah, I'll never pay you back
Shit clubs and crap singers
Hey that's my kinda rock and roll
Lou Reed singing Bobby Darin
Take another shot, no lime no salt
Yeah, it's starting to sound better to me too
Sweaty lusty embraces in the bathroom
She tastes like tequila to me
Would her boyfriend agree?
I pretend the cracks in the ceiling are stars
As you kiss me on your knees
Hey that's my kinda rock and roll
City lights and city blues
None of it means a fucking thing
All I can think of is you.......

EdgeVox · 08-02-2004, 07:27 PM

Can't sleep again
Lonely and drunk and smoking my mind
Ya got blue eyes and british blues
I'm sorry I walked you home
I'm sorry I didnt' let you go
You'll be twenty-one in two
Somehow you've got everybody fooled
You kissed too many boys that night
I've been drinking ever since
You had sangria and I had a pint
We listened to Patti Smith and smoked a joint
She's singing about roses
And I feel like singing too
I wanna whisper the dirty bottle blues
I wanna taste you and sleep by your side
It's lonelier than usual in here
Got your ghost dancing on my bed
Feel like smoking in bed and passing out
Just to make sure you're the last thing I see before I burn.......

beegee · 08-03-2004, 02:29 AM

Quote:

Originally posted by EdgeVox
Sunday August 1st, 2004

City lights and city blues
Little girls, pills and booze
Pick me up some cigarettes
Yeah, I'll never pay you back
Shit clubs and crap singers
Hey that's my kinda rock and roll
Lou Reed singing Bobby Darin
Take another shot, no lime no salt
Yeah, it's starting to sound better to me too
Sweaty lusty embraces in the bathroom
She tastes like tequila to me
Would her boyfriend agree?
I pretend the cracks in the ceiling are stars
As you kiss me on your knees
Hey that's my kinda rock and roll
City lights and city blues
None of it means a fucking thing
All I can think of is you.......

oh my god.
i love this one so much.

I pretend the cracks in the ceiling are stars
As you kiss me on your knees

so much.

EdgeVox · 09-10-2004, 01:01 AM

How long, love
How long will it be til the stars fall from your eyes
How long til you fade from my glass menagerie
How long til you realize I'm the only one on your side
Darling, I can't tell you sweet nothings
I can't sugarcoat this fall
I'll fall with you
I'll die for you
I'll bleed for you
I love you so much
I can't untaint your past
But I'll bless your future
I miss you so much
I was never good enough
Sweet child, why was my word never good enough
I'll carry you til the stars fall....

beegee · 09-14-2004, 12:33 PM

hey texas, does that say location: mexico?

EdgeVox · 10-01-2004, 01:47 PM

She just downed herself a drink
Gluttonous lovely pariah
Never said you loved yourself
Never said you'd try
Couldn't even listen
Couldn't even pray
Listening to the drunks spread their logic
To anyone who'd listen
Makes perfect sense to me

Your fingers are stained with nicotine and sex
Dropping your purse on purpose
To take another snort
Baby won't you please try
Wouldn't it be nice
Wouldn't it be nice
To live to drink til the skies burn
Baby won't you try...

EdgeVox · 10-07-2004, 11:23 AM

Suicide kings and tequila shots
Blowing kisses to no one in particular
Turn it up, I love this song
Lou Reed, David Allan Coe, and U2
I'm happiest when I'm a fool
I just met you
I love you
I've never loved anyone
Let's go to the ocean
I've got a bottle
You buy the smokes
Fuck the tab
I'll be here tomorrow night anyway
I'm sorry I called you the wrong name
I know I'm a bastard
Come with me anyway
One more drink, no?

EdgeVox · 10-19-2004, 11:00 PM

Sister ablaze
Mother torn asunder
Lover, we had no choice
Running into the storm
Seemed easier when I loved you
Now I'm not so sure
Wish us well
Out of control
Out of our hands
Out of my soul
Tell me my ruin
Tell me my all
Tell me my truth
Tell me my beloved,
Do you still trust me?..

06-17-2004, 06:49 PM	#201
EdgeVox War Child Join Date: Aug 2000 Location: Texas/Mexico Posts: 903 Local Time: 05:56 PM	It's 3:35 am and my city's on fire Needle in my arm and gasoline through my veins The world's coming on end all around me I've got you on my mind, girl, and it ain't sweet Had my heart in the gutter ever since you left it there Got no flowers in my head, just pussy and Bukowski You better run babe if you ever want to touch the sky Bullets in my sweat and broken bottles in my soul I never should've left you girl I never should've left you girl Let's drink broken kisses and breathe fire Got nothing left for you steal Dancing on rusty nails My darling my sweet, my paen to misery I'll always love you even as you're killing me Even as you're killing me __________________

06-17-2004, 06:51 PM	#202
my_kite War Child Join Date: Mar 2004 Location: Portugal Posts: 550 Local Time: 10:56 PM	That's simply beautiful!! I wonder...is that kinda love real?? I wanna be loved like that!! cONGRATS !! vERY VERY GOOD!! __________________

10-19-2004, 11:00 PM	#220
EdgeVox War Child Join Date: Aug 2000 Location: Texas/Mexico Posts: 903 Local Time: 05:56 PM	Sister ablaze Mother torn asunder Lover, we had no choice Running into the storm Seemed easier when I loved you Now I'm not so sure Wish us well Out of control Out of our hands Out of my soul Tell me my ruin Tell me my all Tell me my truth Tell me my beloved, Do you still trust me?.. __________________

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06-17-2004, 06:55 PM	#203
my_kite War Child Join Date: Mar 2004 Location: Portugal Posts: 550 Local Time: 10:56 PM	CAN i SHARE A BIT TOO?? The streets are shinning like the broken glass With no wind, or rain, or dust to hurt my eyes The sunlight burst throughout the wet grass The one that kept the dream of no goodbyes The breeze, I can feel it in my bones It blows so out of range, without control With no shame, so cold, just like the stones No shame to freeze my heart and mind and soul Still building the same old country club The wanted place with no sorrow or pain The one we used to go to find that fresh release Freedom we hardly found, but still remains

06-18-2004, 04:24 PM	#204
Cute Irish Bono Rock n' Roll Doggie Band-aid Join Date: Jan 2004 Location: Texas Posts: 4,999 Local Time: 05:56 PM	That's good. It seems like is it about hope, is that true?

06-20-2004, 07:20 AM	#205
EdgeVox War Child Join Date: Aug 2000 Location: Texas/Mexico Posts: 903 Local Time: 05:56 PM	Take a bow And I know That you'll always have that damned halo I yearn for that tainted immunity I worship your dirty deeds I'm so sorry I wasn't there to catch you I'd die to catch you before the night embraced you I'm so sorry darling I'm so lost without you If you're my compass And you're drowning There's no finer place than hell You're my blue altar You're my favorite purgatory I'll serve til he's satisfied Satanic empathy How much is that worth I miss you already......

06-26-2004, 11:01 PM	#206
beegee Neon Zebra Join Date: Jan 2003 Location: southern nevada Posts: 10,615 Local Time: 03:56 PM	damn. how did i miss this. i'm stunned. just at a glance i can see. i am going to read them again and be back with my thoughts. not that they matter much ... but what the hell.

07-12-2004, 09:28 PM	#207
EdgeVox War Child Join Date: Aug 2000 Location: Texas/Mexico Posts: 903 Local Time: 05:56 PM	Almost lost a brother Almost lost a brother God has a hell of a way of getting your attention I'm never going to be caught off guard again I'm never going to let you taunt me from the other side Take me down? You can fucking try it...

07-13-2004, 09:48 AM	#208
beegee Neon Zebra Join Date: Jan 2003 Location: southern nevada Posts: 10,615 Local Time: 03:56 PM	you really should start a journal. this place is overrun and your work gets buried.

07-20-2004, 09:32 AM	#209
EdgeVox War Child Join Date: Aug 2000 Location: Texas/Mexico Posts: 903 Local Time: 05:56 PM	Ain't it strange to know that I'm a few hours away from your rainfall Ain't it cruel that you wouldn't warn me Ain't it funny the way you make me smile even while you're tearing us down You always had it in you girl You always had a mean streak and a killer smile Or was it the other way around Shake those blues, baby girl Shake those careless lovin blues Ain't it true the way the heart remembers the scars only Ain't I a fool for falling for you Trade up Texas skies for New York steel Won't make no nevermind Not with your love hangin' over me Ain't it true you'll haunt me til the end of my days I can't wait

07-22-2004, 09:56 AM	#210
beegee Neon Zebra Join Date: Jan 2003 Location: southern nevada Posts: 10,615 Local Time: 03:56 PM	later, texas. enjoy new york. this is beautiful. beautiful, beautiful, beautiful... those careless lovin blues...

08-02-2004, 07:02 PM	#211
EdgeVox War Child Join Date: Aug 2000 Location: Texas/Mexico Posts: 903 Local Time: 05:56 PM	Tuesday July 27, 2004 3:30 am Somebody asked me if I knew what I was in my past life, I answered, "A cowboy or a poet" I didn't realize how ridiculous that sounded til later that night Ridiculous in the sense that both represent romantic illusions that involve wandering and philosophy I long for a sense of purpose I feel like I'm just killing time Til I feel something real It's 3 am on 25th and 3rd Avenue The Clash are on the radio And once again I'm lost Low lit room with smokes and rosary beads I don't remember how to pray I don't remember how to love I can be witty and hold my liquor I can drink whiskey til dawn And love a woman til the stars burn I cling to drinking, fucking, because the thought of being alone with my demons and doubts terrifies me I'm too tired to walk in tot the sea but I'd run into towers of fire Lost my bearings when you left me And once again I'm lost......

08-02-2004, 07:07 PM	#212
EdgeVox War Child Join Date: Aug 2000 Location: Texas/Mexico Posts: 903 Local Time: 05:56 PM	Wednesday July 27, 2004 2:15 am Had a nightmare last night I tossed in my bed and heard the wooden base creak I awoke facing darkness I have never been so afraid I turned to turn on the light I couldn't find it Fumbling and clawing through the darkness Futility Lovelorn Playing hard to get with God rests on my weary shoulders I've never felt so fucking alone And I'm okay with that What does that mean?

08-02-2004, 07:12 PM	#213
EdgeVox War Child Join Date: Aug 2000 Location: Texas/Mexico Posts: 903 Local Time: 05:56 PM	Sunday August 1st, 2004 City lights and city blues Little girls, pills and booze Pick me up some cigarettes Yeah, I'll never pay you back Shit clubs and crap singers Hey that's my kinda rock and roll Lou Reed singing Bobby Darin Take another shot, no lime no salt Yeah, it's starting to sound better to me too Sweaty lusty embraces in the bathroom She tastes like tequila to me Would her boyfriend agree? I pretend the cracks in the ceiling are stars As you kiss me on your knees Hey that's my kinda rock and roll City lights and city blues None of it means a fucking thing All I can think of is you.......

08-02-2004, 07:27 PM	#214
EdgeVox War Child Join Date: Aug 2000 Location: Texas/Mexico Posts: 903 Local Time: 05:56 PM	Can't sleep again Lonely and drunk and smoking my mind Ya got blue eyes and british blues I'm sorry I walked you home I'm sorry I didnt' let you go You'll be twenty-one in two Somehow you've got everybody fooled You kissed too many boys that night I've been drinking ever since You had sangria and I had a pint We listened to Patti Smith and smoked a joint She's singing about roses And I feel like singing too I wanna whisper the dirty bottle blues I wanna taste you and sleep by your side It's lonelier than usual in here Got your ghost dancing on my bed Feel like smoking in bed and passing out Just to make sure you're the last thing I see before I burn.......

09-10-2004, 01:01 AM	#216
EdgeVox War Child Join Date: Aug 2000 Location: Texas/Mexico Posts: 903 Local Time: 05:56 PM	How long, love How long will it be til the stars fall from your eyes How long til you fade from my glass menagerie How long til you realize I'm the only one on your side Darling, I can't tell you sweet nothings I can't sugarcoat this fall I'll fall with you I'll die for you I'll bleed for you I love you so much I can't untaint your past But I'll bless your future I miss you so much I was never good enough Sweet child, why was my word never good enough I'll carry you til the stars fall....

09-14-2004, 12:33 PM	#217
beegee Neon Zebra Join Date: Jan 2003 Location: southern nevada Posts: 10,615 Local Time: 03:56 PM	hey texas, does that say location: mexico?

10-01-2004, 01:47 PM	#218
EdgeVox War Child Join Date: Aug 2000 Location: Texas/Mexico Posts: 903 Local Time: 05:56 PM	She just downed herself a drink Gluttonous lovely pariah Never said you loved yourself Never said you'd try Couldn't even listen Couldn't even pray Listening to the drunks spread their logic To anyone who'd listen Makes perfect sense to me Your fingers are stained with nicotine and sex Dropping your purse on purpose To take another snort Baby won't you please try Wouldn't it be nice Wouldn't it be nice To live to drink til the skies burn Baby won't you try...

10-07-2004, 11:23 AM	#219
EdgeVox War Child Join Date: Aug 2000 Location: Texas/Mexico Posts: 903 Local Time: 05:56 PM	Suicide kings and tequila shots Blowing kisses to no one in particular Turn it up, I love this song Lou Reed, David Allan Coe, and U2 I'm happiest when I'm a fool I just met you I love you I've never loved anyone Let's go to the ocean I've got a bottle You buy the smokes Fuck the tab I'll be here tomorrow night anyway I'm sorry I called you the wrong name I know I'm a bastard Come with me anyway One more drink, no?