...that i:
- Don't drink/smoke/do drugs
- Don't go out often (because of the loudness of the music/i don't like techno - i prefer going to the movies, or having a drink with my friends)
- Have yet to find someone special, and i'm 23 *sigh* and i have no idea how i'd deal with it if someone special was to come around?
- First flunked 1st year in high school, than transferred to another high school and was doing great&finished high school, yet flunked 1st year college so i'm now looking for a job?
And that i'm nervous about messing up and getting fired - i mean, if i can't finish college and can't keep a job, what does that make me?
- Have some stuff to do that i should have done long ago, but i keep procrastinating...
- That i feel weird when wearing, say, a tight shirt or swimming suit, because i think that everyone is staring at me and i get embarassed, plus i'm afraid some creep might start harassing me.
A few years ago i was at this pool with my Dad, and i went swimming into the pool on my own-my Dad was keeping an eye on our stuff. Well, when i was leaving the pool, i feel this hand going over my breasts. i look and there's this older guy (like 40 or so) looking at me. I felt probably the most humiliated&shocked ever...i couldn't even say anything, i just froze in a way. I told Dad about it, and that was it - the only thing like that ever happening to me.
- That sometimes i feel guilty about the good things happening to me, and for some reason i don't think i deserve any of them.
- That i sometimes wonder why my friends hang around, or that i don't think i deserve a compliment i might get.
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- be uncool, yes be awkward
- Don't drink/smoke/do drugs
- Don't go out often (because of the loudness of the music/i don't like techno - i prefer going to the movies, or having a drink with my friends)
- Have yet to find someone special, and i'm 23 *sigh* and i have no idea how i'd deal with it if someone special was to come around?
- First flunked 1st year in high school, than transferred to another high school and was doing great&finished high school, yet flunked 1st year college so i'm now looking for a job?
And that i'm nervous about messing up and getting fired - i mean, if i can't finish college and can't keep a job, what does that make me?
- Have some stuff to do that i should have done long ago, but i keep procrastinating...
- That i feel weird when wearing, say, a tight shirt or swimming suit, because i think that everyone is staring at me and i get embarassed, plus i'm afraid some creep might start harassing me.
A few years ago i was at this pool with my Dad, and i went swimming into the pool on my own-my Dad was keeping an eye on our stuff. Well, when i was leaving the pool, i feel this hand going over my breasts. i look and there's this older guy (like 40 or so) looking at me. I felt probably the most humiliated&shocked ever...i couldn't even say anything, i just froze in a way. I told Dad about it, and that was it - the only thing like that ever happening to me.
- That sometimes i feel guilty about the good things happening to me, and for some reason i don't think i deserve any of them.
- That i sometimes wonder why my friends hang around, or that i don't think i deserve a compliment i might get.
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- be uncool, yes be awkward