diamond
ONE love, blood, life
cocaine/addict freak.
Scary time in my life.
I usually got it for free too.
I would date girls that dealt it. They would always throw free samples here and there.
After a time period my life was spiraling downward outta control..
I was running w some major players back in those days.
I saw that they were under survelence, in clubs, on the streets.
Next I could see that I was being watched too.
Ah Shit.
The thought occured to me, what if I was ever arrested for someting like this..?
It would kill my father, break his heart.
After a few sleepless nights I decided to quit.
I told these ppl I was leaving this lifestyle for a few reasons.
1-it was no fun anymore..they were being watched and so was I.
2- I wanted control of my life back again..
I -
-never got busted.
-never ratted on any one.
-never had to go to rehab.
I quit cold turkey.
I left town in the middle of the night quietly after some friends who were non drug users offered to move me outta state and live w them..
I never told my pappy why I had to leave so abruptly..
It woulda broke his heart.
A yr later most of the drug ppl I ran with were in jail.
My paranoia was not delusional.
Ive been clean for 15 yrs now.
The only addiction I have now are beautiful women .
diamond
Scary time in my life.
I usually got it for free too.
I would date girls that dealt it. They would always throw free samples here and there.
After a time period my life was spiraling downward outta control..
I was running w some major players back in those days.
I saw that they were under survelence, in clubs, on the streets.
Next I could see that I was being watched too.
Ah Shit.
The thought occured to me, what if I was ever arrested for someting like this..?
It would kill my father, break his heart.
After a few sleepless nights I decided to quit.
I told these ppl I was leaving this lifestyle for a few reasons.
1-it was no fun anymore..they were being watched and so was I.
2- I wanted control of my life back again..
I -
-never got busted.
-never ratted on any one.
-never had to go to rehab.
I quit cold turkey.
I left town in the middle of the night quietly after some friends who were non drug users offered to move me outta state and live w them..
I never told my pappy why I had to leave so abruptly..
It woulda broke his heart.
A yr later most of the drug ppl I ran with were in jail.
My paranoia was not delusional.
Ive been clean for 15 yrs now.
The only addiction I have now are beautiful women .
diamond
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