Ava Adore
The Fly
...because I am so damn jealous. I am not a horrible person who points fingers at people and judges them for what they have, and what I don't. Not in the least. I just get jealous sometimes. Jealous of experiences and adventures, not possessions. Thing is I am not a lazy ass either. I have no regrets and have done alot myself, but I still can't help these feelings sometimes.
Feelings of jealousy coupled with feelings of being left out. Everything seems to be going so well for everyone around me, except for me. I know these people deserve these things, and my time will come, but I still feel jealousy towards them and I hate it.
Keeps me from feeling happy for them.
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...there's so much doubt in every heart,
for all our faults we carry on
...
Feelings of jealousy coupled with feelings of being left out. Everything seems to be going so well for everyone around me, except for me. I know these people deserve these things, and my time will come, but I still feel jealousy towards them and I hate it.
Keeps me from feeling happy for them.
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...there's so much doubt in every heart,
for all our faults we carry on
...