Russty Cat
Rock n' Roll Doggie FOB
I really do feel sorry for the guy. Ten years ago he hooked up with me. Boy was he gonna regret that move. Why am i such an idiot? Oh just the fact that I didn't realize for the last 10 years what an amazing person I was married to. Have I appreciate him? Not enough. Have I shown him the love and respect he has shown me? Not at all.
Long story short we almost got divorced earlier this year. During that whole time he said he would still support me financially if we divorced as well as allow our kids to live with me, even though I could not support them and he would still be paying for everything. He even offered to get me my own apartment. He never once told me that I was being a jerk or disrespectful to him. I had to hear second hand from my SIL that he was very upset and wondered what had he ever done wrong. Nothing really. I'm just a flippin moron that needs to get my head out of my ass.
I have begun falling in love with him all over again and funny thing is he isn't doing anything different. he is just being the incredible guy that he is. And I'm thanking my lucky stars that I didn't totally fuck this up. Cuz man just recently I had an opprotunity to think about what life would be like without him and it sure wouldn't be anything I'd like to experience soon.
I seriously think a good karmiac ass kicking will be coming my way in the future. And my boy deserves to win the good karma lottery for putting up with a bitch like me for so long.
Long story short we almost got divorced earlier this year. During that whole time he said he would still support me financially if we divorced as well as allow our kids to live with me, even though I could not support them and he would still be paying for everything. He even offered to get me my own apartment. He never once told me that I was being a jerk or disrespectful to him. I had to hear second hand from my SIL that he was very upset and wondered what had he ever done wrong. Nothing really. I'm just a flippin moron that needs to get my head out of my ass.
I have begun falling in love with him all over again and funny thing is he isn't doing anything different. he is just being the incredible guy that he is. And I'm thanking my lucky stars that I didn't totally fuck this up. Cuz man just recently I had an opprotunity to think about what life would be like without him and it sure wouldn't be anything I'd like to experience soon.
I seriously think a good karmiac ass kicking will be coming my way in the future. And my boy deserves to win the good karma lottery for putting up with a bitch like me for so long.