popkidu2
War Child
mr. big man upstairs, this is my confession. actually, i'm not catholic, so i dont know that i can do this. i mean, when i was orthodox i could but now im not so is it ok or not? hmmmm, this is very hard. ok. well. i guess that was my first confession, that is, that i havent been to confession in a long time. or something. what else should i confess. well. letsee. im not in love. i dont have a secret crush. oh, but i did do something mean. i stopped talking to this girl and sent her an email breaking things off and havent talked to her since. it was kinda mean i guess. but she kinda deserved it. she kept standing me up. so maybe she deserved it. then i guess i cant really confess to doing anything wrong. k. heres one. i cant dance. not a single step. and i have to go to this wedding in a few months and be a groomsman for one of my best mates. hes a fraternity brother o mine and a damn fine guy. his fiances a great lady too. i once had a crush on her, but he knows all about that. thats what drinking does. it makes you talk about things you shouldnt. but maybe it was better that i told him. anyway, back to the wedding. i cant dance. and the most beautiful girl from college when i went to college is going to be a bridesmaid. and shes single now. so i might have to dance with her. but ill probably screw it up. cause i cant dance. just like phil collins sings. and i get really nervous when i have to dance with women. usually i get drunk first. then it isnt so bad. but when i drink around women i like i get silly and make myself look stoopid. once i stood on a table in my dorm room in front of a girl i liked, picked up my guitar, and tried to seranade her. but it wasnt much of a serenade i think. later, she said i scared her. so i probably shouldnt do that. cause i dont want to embarress my friend. ok. enough about the wedding. what else to confess. oh jeeze, heres one. i actually hate people. not all people. just some people. and im a nice guy. but some people. they just rub me the wrong way. i know i shouldnt hate. but i guess i do. i think we all do. i need to work on that. i must stop this confession now. its gotten too serious and deep. wait. one last thing. if i ever am reincarnated mr. big man, please make me bono. cause i want to be able to think and sing like him. hes a lucky man, just like richard ashcroft sang when he fronted the verve. another great band rip. ok. thats all for now. im sure ill think of more later. man. this confession thing is wierd.......