Thank You everyone.
We had the service this morning and went to my sister's afterwards. Mom was really tired so some of us left so she could spend time with her sisters from out of town, and take a nap. My other sis and I went to a friend's house and sat out back where their house boat was docked and it began to rain but was still nice looking out over the water.
My brother, still looking after my Mom who has trouble walking, and held back the storms untill after she got home.
Thanks for caring, it means alot to me.'s to all.
oh god.
i honestly wish you all the very best, know that the interference family is behind you , there is little we can say to make it any easier, my heart is hurting for you.
remember the good times and hang in there . xxxxxxxxx jen .
He's my only brother. We were extremely close.
He had surgery last week and developed septic shock (infection in the blood stream) and died this morning around 7:30.
I'm ok, really.. Just having moments of laughter, crying, and numbness. I've gone through all the photo albums and online stored pics and I'm making an album of all the years. Then I begin another one, with me and him. Then I go back to family pics with him. I guess I'll get it organized eventually. Just something I guess I need to do.
Edited to say: I'm so happy I found this site years ago.
I love you all. I need you and you all are there.
Elvis Presley and America on the Unforgetable Fire is on repeat now.
It is truly my state of mind.
I can't say what Bono was thinking at the time but it's where I am now.
Sue, I just saw this thread and wanted you to know that more prayers are being said for your family. I'm very close to my younger brother (my only sibling) and my heart just aches for you with the thought of what you're dealing with. I hope our kind words and wishes can bring you some comfort.
oh my gosh, sue. I am so sorry for your loss. I know that's not the best thing to say but I don't know what else to say. Take care of yourself and those around you.