Maybe I'm afraid of being happy

[For Honor]

Yes, it is intoxicating. Enjoy it, but be careful to not get too dependant. You've gotta still be "you"...


But I am happy for you

 

[lady luck]

I like the way I am most of the time!
so I am the first one who wants to stay the way I am.
it's quite fun to be me, and there are some aspects I really treasure about me.

I'm going a little crazy about this guy, but it's still a sort of dream.And I am conscious a dream can turn into a nightmare. Or that I could wake up in the most hard way -- like falling from the bed!

Maybe I'll see diffrerent things when I met this guy again

And I really wish I was not so doubtful about the possibility of seeing him again.

He told me a lot of times he wants to come here.
But I'll believe it when I'll be at the airport waiting for him.

I wish houses were not so expensive here.
And I wish I knew what Vlad's plans are!!

 

[lady luck]

Houston, we've got a problem...


How can I find a place for Vlad in this city if the prices are so absurd and if I do not know WHEN he's coming??

whym why, why will I change house just in 3 months???
why don't I already live alone?????


I want a place that's all mine -- indipendence is a must now!

 

[lady luck]

Another great news:

From Vlad:

"which one of these hotels is close to you?"

+ a link to a series of hotels in Miln

Time: Nov. 5-12 ...

 

[For Honor]

 

[girlhappy]

I am just curious...Vladimir is he Russian?

 

[lady luck]

He's born in Wales (England), but has lived in a lot of different places in the world: Austria, NY, Miami, L.A....


And from what I know he has no relatives coming from Russia.
He told me he was given that name because it means "leader"

Here we are:

 

[lady luck]

the more I look at this pic, the more I

 

[lady luck]

I am waiting for the next mail...

And I hope I'll get the confirm of the dates.

I've already started to think about the things we could do while he'll be here...

 

[For Honor]

Well, if things work out, then I hope to see other nice photos of the two of you. You seem to have a good head on your shoulders, lady luck, so I think you'll come out of this well.

 

[lady luck]

That's what I hope for!!!

 

[lady luck]

I know things can go bad, and that we could also decide not to meet again.
But as I have already written, I am definitely willing to give it a try.

I am not a fan of relations with people in two different places. I scarcely could bear a couple living in two different cities of the same country.

And I know that this situation could break my heart and tear me into a lot of little pieces...

But what I am saying to myself is: you're young. Your heart can stand it.

And, moreover, I think he's worth it.

 

[girlhappy]

Oh, you two are so sweet. Icouldnt imagine someone looking as he does has a name Vladimir Funny.

 

[lady luck]

Yes, I know it's quite odd.
I found out just a few days ago that Vladimir is his second name, but it is the one he uses the most.

And I really think it fits him!

 

[lady luck]

Yesterday I was downloading my mails at almost midnight and all of a sudden I got an email from Mr Wonderful Eyes, who wrote me 5 minutes before

I kept the connection open for almost half an hour, hoping he was still there and that we could get a sort of "live" conversation via e-mail, but we failed.

Just for a few minutes...

Argh !

That would have been nice, definitely!!

 

[For Honor]

... just think about the time when you will be in the same room together...

Feelings can transcend the net.... but it can also be cold and desolate. I suppose nothing can replace

face to face

 

[lady luck]

From: Vlad
Sent: 18/10/2005 23.59

Are you missing me as much as I'm missing you? Tell me what you'd like to do when we see each other. I can't wait to hear all about it

 

[lady luck]

... just think about the time when you will be in the same room together...

Feelings can transcend the net.... but it can also be cold and desolate. I suppose nothing can replace
face to face

You know, I am dreaming about the time I'll be at the airport waiting for him to arrive.

It's like a movie that goes on in my head..

And then I see the two of us in my car, with the radio on and with so many things to talk about.

It's so exciting to think about it!!

 

[babyman]

From: Vlad
Sent: 18/10/2005 23.59

Are you missing me as much as I'm missing you? Tell me what you'd like to do when we see each other. I can't wait to hear all about it

Look how the sun shines bright, lady........................................

 

[lady luck]

yes

especially when you live in such a cold and grey city like this one (Milan, you know? )

 

[babyman]

yes

especially when you live in such a cold and grey city like this one (Milan, you know? )

aha.................I know!
I´ve seen a photo of you on viva el feedback with a guy you call the prince......................is that he?
If yes, you look very fine together, lucky!

 

[lady luck]

I think I called him "earl", like the Earl Dracula...

He really has got some "royal" manner!
He's a true gentleman, the first one I ever met in my life!

 

[lady luck]

Babyman, I need your help -- have you got suggestions about very nice places here?
I mean, especially for the nightlife..

I am afraid I dunno this place so much (I live in the suburbs...)

Help!Help!Help!

 

[lady luck]

NEWS!NEWS!NEWS!
================

Wow, another mail & a grretings from Yahoo

He writes beautiful things and ask agin about the hotels.
So I suppose he didn't get my previous e-mails replying to that issue
It seems as if some elements are against me (the Internet, the time zones... )

The coolest thing is that he writes somehting about how he imagines our next meetig, and says:
"I guess you'd rather do it like in the movies where we haven't seen each other in a long time and after I clear customs, we spot each other and run in slow motion and melt into each other's arms"

hihihi!

I AM SO HAPPY!!!!

 

[For Honor]

 

[babyman]

Lady, you don´t have to go too far to find a cool "locale"

Basta che vai sui Navigli trovi quello che vuoi..................
I think you´d know it, right?

 

[lady luck]

Sure I do!
I know we'll find nice places all around

The only problem on Navigli is parking

I don't think Vlad's ready to see the (awful) way I park...
It's a little embarassing...

 

[babyman]

Try to go at "Le Scimmie", it´s not bad, quite good...................
And the parking....................., well..................................

 

[lady luck]

I'll definetely have to check the city maps if I don't want to get lost...

Yesterday I was driving and I passe near the hotel where he will probably stay... I felt a "boom-cha" in my heart!!

And this morning, I recieved some 5 e-cards from him, with the nicest and funniest thing I ever had

I am losing my mind...

 

[lady luck]

Finally, after 3 days without a word, I got a card!!

____________________________________________

I'm missing you before leaving you when I leave after I visit.

It's 1:07 am and I can't sleep so I'll share`a bit of what I read today and I think it'll interest you. Please write back with comments of your own.

Miss you lots.

Me.
_______________________________________________

There was a pic too: two mice under a coloured umbrella



The way I feel.. It is incredible! Nothing I ever went through before...

Scaring, but beautiful!