Basstrap
ONE love, blood, life
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- Jul 6, 2000
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put my life on hold for a girl who will prolly never see me past a good friend.
I know I could probably have dates if I tried hard enough but I would feel bad. Dont ask why, I just would. even though I'm not dating this particular girl, I would feel bad if I dated another.
I also get VERY jealous inside when she talks about other guys. I'm soooo afraid she will start dating somebody. That thought KILLS me.
But I doubt she would let thougts of me get in the way of her dating.
My confession: I love to torture myself with vain hope!!!
I know I could probably have dates if I tried hard enough but I would feel bad. Dont ask why, I just would. even though I'm not dating this particular girl, I would feel bad if I dated another.
I also get VERY jealous inside when she talks about other guys. I'm soooo afraid she will start dating somebody. That thought KILLS me.
But I doubt she would let thougts of me get in the way of her dating.
My confession: I love to torture myself with vain hope!!!