U2zoogirl
War Child
I feel that I'm a pest for the rest of the people, my friends and my family... They are very cool and intelligent and I don't deserve them, they feel embarrased for me because I'm like a little fool girl with a head full of air
I always wanted to make them feel proud of me, and I've did everything, but that's not enough... sometimes I want to be another person, prettier and smarter just because I want them to like me. And I want to mean something to someone... now i realized that all the guys who were my boyfriends didn't love me, they were looking for things that I don't have, I was a replacement, and I felt guilty when they left me.
I don't know what to do, because nobody likes me when i'm myself, nobody likes me when i try to be someone else. I feel very alone now.
I always wanted to make them feel proud of me, and I've did everything, but that's not enough... sometimes I want to be another person, prettier and smarter just because I want them to like me. And I want to mean something to someone... now i realized that all the guys who were my boyfriends didn't love me, they were looking for things that I don't have, I was a replacement, and I felt guilty when they left me.
I don't know what to do, because nobody likes me when i'm myself, nobody likes me when i try to be someone else. I feel very alone now.
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