Joey788
Refugee
This is my first time posting here. I need to get this off my chest and since the person I hurt belongs to every other possible outlet, I'll post it here.
Last Thursday, two of my friends had a fight that turned out to be a big understanding, although we didn't know it at the time. So my best friend decided to not talk to my "sister" until she cooled off. I sided with my friend who's like a sister to me. While usually, I'm calm and collected and good at dealing with drama, a combination of a lot of factors threw me into a large amount of rage. That night, over AIM, I ripped my best friend apart. I attacked her in every single way I could think of and basically said that our friendship might be over because of the way she treated my "sister." Now, looking back at it days later, I don't even recognize myself. I have never hurt anyone like the way I hurt her. I attacked her in every way that could hurt her the most. Now, I probably just shattered our friendship. My best friend doesn't think she'll ever be able to trust me again and honestly, I don't blame her. I truly acted like an awful person and don't deserve her friendship. I have no idea what to do besides wait and hope she finds a way to forgive me.
Last Thursday, two of my friends had a fight that turned out to be a big understanding, although we didn't know it at the time. So my best friend decided to not talk to my "sister" until she cooled off. I sided with my friend who's like a sister to me. While usually, I'm calm and collected and good at dealing with drama, a combination of a lot of factors threw me into a large amount of rage. That night, over AIM, I ripped my best friend apart. I attacked her in every single way I could think of and basically said that our friendship might be over because of the way she treated my "sister." Now, looking back at it days later, I don't even recognize myself. I have never hurt anyone like the way I hurt her. I attacked her in every way that could hurt her the most. Now, I probably just shattered our friendship. My best friend doesn't think she'll ever be able to trust me again and honestly, I don't blame her. I truly acted like an awful person and don't deserve her friendship. I have no idea what to do besides wait and hope she finds a way to forgive me.